Hi, I'm Jacob, a while ago I used to frequent this forum as Falen, I've since lost the email address it's password and my password for this site, though I don't feel that name is particularly suited for me anymore anyway.
As a quick recap in case you don't remember me and to then bring you up to speed as to where I am, I started cross dressing at the age of 12 out of curiosity and by 14, progressed into a private fascination fueled by an extreme discomfort with my body. By the time I turned 16 I began to have disturbing dreams that indicated I may have been more than just a cross dresser, having a girl friend at 17 made most of the discomfort subside till we broke up, I also came to the conclusion at this point that I was bisexual. At 18 I made friends in the furry fandom, the best friends I've ever had in fact, and began to understand the concepts of non-binary gender, and gender expression. Now at 20 I've managed to become completely comfortable in my body, I an biologically male and more OK with that fact than I ever thought I would be. I'm slowly working towards a more effeminate gender expression, long hair makeup girly fitting clothes etc., not quite sure how effeminate I'll end up but I'm working into it very slowly. I'm not going try to pass or fit into any preconceived notion of gender, I'm just going to be myself 24/7, physically male, but neither male nor female gendered but instead something in the middle.
So yea, hi everyone! Not sure how well or fit in here, but as I said, not really trying to do that anymore, though I figured it would be nice to come back here and at least say hi!
Sup.
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Re: Sup.
Welcome, Jacob.
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Re: Sup.
Hi, Jacob, and welcome back to the forum! 
I've 'locked' your Falen account, which was still considered active but, due to the amount of posts you had, I cannot delete it.
We're looking forward to your renewed participation!
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I've 'locked' your Falen account, which was still considered active but, due to the amount of posts you had, I cannot delete it.
We're looking forward to your renewed participation!
- SL
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Re: Sup.
Hi Jacob, 
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Re: Sup.
Welcome, Jacob, your story reminds me of mine. There is no telling how it will turn out. In my case, I ended up married for over thirty years, and father to a son, your age , who is now going through some of the same things you are. I hope you stay in touch with us. I would really like to know how things are going with you.
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