new member- Lizzy B

Lizzy B · Post by **Lizzy B** » Fri May 14, 2004 12:36 pm

Thank you once again Caroline...no, I've given up the self-destructive behavior and as I get older and more aware of who I am and what I want to be, I understand that it is senseless to expose myself to foolish temptation and idle passions. I've created for myself in Lizzy a demure, feminine girl who doesn't want to hurt anyone and just wants to live a quiet and serene life. That is my goal and my hope.

Kersten Lee · Post by **Kersten Lee** » Sat May 15, 2004 10:46 pm

Lizzy B,

The last was so well stated. The getting ridd of self destructive behaviors
and just wanting to have peace and happiness in my own being has been
my goal for some time now. It can still be a stuggle at times yet, but
I believe they are worthy goals for all mankind.

Julie M. and Caroline,

The things you spoke of are helpful to me too. Thanks!

Kersten

Lizzy B · Post by **Lizzy B** » Sun May 16, 2004 4:47 am

Yes, I realized a while ago the path I was taking was a horrible one, and reading virtually every post on this board over the past ten days or so (unemployment has some "benefits") has given me such an incredible "education" and put things into a different perspective. Perhaps in a bit of "serendipity", it also gave me the courage to call and get together with the young lady from Payless whom I have written about here. We've spent a lot of time together over the past few days and have had an amazing time getting to know one another and explore our past, our present lives, our hopes, interests, passions and expectations. She has accepted me for who I am. I have no idea where this is "going" in the conventional sense, nor am I ready for that kind of relationship. I will take it one day at a time and see where it goes...once again, thank you for your great thoughts and advice...hugs a bunch, Lizzy

Virginia · Post by **Virginia** » Sun May 16, 2004 7:06 am

Lizzy,
You know that all your sisters here wish only the best for you and we look forward to hearing about you new realtionship and how it develops. good luck and God Bless,
Love,
Deborah

Loretta Ann · Post by **Loretta Ann** » Sun May 16, 2004 7:39 am

Lizzy,

I just caught up with this thread. Normally New Member threads do not contain this kind of content, so I did not pay that much attention to it.

I too hope that you have success with your new relationship, and want you to know that I endorse the information Deborah has provided, as well as some of the others.

Good luck.

Lizzy B · Post by **Lizzy B** » Sun May 16, 2004 8:49 am

Thank you very much for your support and kind words Deborah and Darlene...I have always looked at my close to 30 years as a bit "different" from the norm (whatever the "norm" shall be) so this is just one more "adventure"...my friend saw me just once en homme, that is when I bought the shoes and we had a nice repartee...she says she really can't remember what I looked like then, but in any event much prefers me in full en femme from head to toe, etc. I think she looks at me now as just another girl, though that is a bit odd since she knows deep down that I'm really a man...I take it one day at a time and we'll get together this aft. again...life is a true adventure. Hugs and kisses, Lizzy

Karen Marie · Post by **Karen Marie** » Sun May 16, 2004 9:21 am

lizzy,
i'm so happy for you.it's sounds like your on the right path.
take your time and be safe.things will work out.
bunches of hugs,karen