Hi girls
Posted: Mon Jul 13, 2009 11:06 pm
This is a first for me, I never been on this kind of a forum. I have struggled to find a name and have used many through the years, but I kind of like this name, Staci, I might keep it. I have been cross dressing since I was about 4 years old, over 40 years ago. I love woman and have always had alot of women friends and have the highest regrets for them. As a man I am very opposite of inner self, it is how I cover my secret. I do understand men and have problems relating to them. In my heart I am a real girly girl and I would prefer to be a girl so I live my life more natural. There are things that make me happy as a male but they have little to do with being a male. But at the end of the day I have dreamed of being a girly girl and sharing these hobbies with other girls. It is hard to say what I love most. I love doing my hair and wig, I would love to have long hair that I could style and color as I feel that day or just put it in ponytail if I am lazy. I love make up it is like art you can make your eyes and face so beautiful. I love painted nails especially in the right shoes. I love heels and sandels with a heel for a summer day. I love dresses and skirts and only wear pants sometimes but only with a soft blouse. I also love sleeping in silky satin nightgown with my hair set in rollers. This is something I really love is doing my hair or wig in hair rollers. Growing up every woman and girl would set their hair in rollers, and there were not ashame. Not a day went by where I did not wish that I could set my hair and join them. I truly miss that.