Minou saying hi!
Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 11:30 am
Hello all,
I am delighted to be here. In fact, I am so glad that a place like this exists. My desires and behavior often don't lend themselves to be discussed with most people around me. But I am sure you can all relate to that :-)
So, how about a little about myself: I am biologically male and live as male. For as long as I can remember I have been crossdressing. I have spent lots of time in my life going through other people's closets, trying on their things, later getting my own, binge-purge etc. and I have been struggling with gender identity and all the conflicts around living a lie or not, what choices to make, who to come out to, how much to expose my desires to others etc. and what the impact on my "public life" would be.
I think what defines me the most in terms of crossdressing are the following: (1) I don't try to pass as a woman and have never wanted to. (2) I incorporate diapers in my crossdressing. (3) I incorporate women's clothing into my public male persona in order to mess with gender attributes. So had you been to a certain airport in the US last week, you would have seen me dressed in women's black crop pants, a black mock turtleneck long sleeve leotard, a bright green long sleeve women's scoop neck t-shirt (showing off my leotard's neckline), and my black wool tights with a nice braided pattern poking out from underneath my crop pants. Or today you would see me wearing brown leggings under my relatively conservative button down dress shirt with a red/beige/white pattern and rolled up sleeves.
Besides this, I am a dad and family man.
Voila, c'est moi.
I am delighted to be here. In fact, I am so glad that a place like this exists. My desires and behavior often don't lend themselves to be discussed with most people around me. But I am sure you can all relate to that :-)
So, how about a little about myself: I am biologically male and live as male. For as long as I can remember I have been crossdressing. I have spent lots of time in my life going through other people's closets, trying on their things, later getting my own, binge-purge etc. and I have been struggling with gender identity and all the conflicts around living a lie or not, what choices to make, who to come out to, how much to expose my desires to others etc. and what the impact on my "public life" would be.
I think what defines me the most in terms of crossdressing are the following: (1) I don't try to pass as a woman and have never wanted to. (2) I incorporate diapers in my crossdressing. (3) I incorporate women's clothing into my public male persona in order to mess with gender attributes. So had you been to a certain airport in the US last week, you would have seen me dressed in women's black crop pants, a black mock turtleneck long sleeve leotard, a bright green long sleeve women's scoop neck t-shirt (showing off my leotard's neckline), and my black wool tights with a nice braided pattern poking out from underneath my crop pants. Or today you would see me wearing brown leggings under my relatively conservative button down dress shirt with a red/beige/white pattern and rolled up sleeves.
Besides this, I am a dad and family man.
Voila, c'est moi.
to the forum.
:):)