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Hello,

My name is Allison Nichole stover, im a MtF Transgenderd person, im yet to take any actions to make permanent changes due to many reasons the main one being hillbilly town i live in, i plan to move in the next 20 days or so at that point i will be looking for a therapist and hopefully three months after that start on hormones.

for the last 16 years i have been presenting a lie to my community my family and my 'freinds' im not that car obessed redneck that everyone knows, im not a country boy, i dont like to hunt or fish, somtimes camping is ok but for the most part im just a simple city girl. i hope that over the next few years i can get my physical gender inline with my Mental, emonital and spirtual gender. for the last 19 years i have been in pain, not physicaly allthough yes at times, but mentaly and spirtually. im 22 years old and my earlyest memmorys are from when i was about three years old. thats when i knew when, i was about three.

im now 'out' to my entire family and for the most part they are 100% supportive, my mom bought me my first skirt, and took me out 'en femme' for the first time. my older sister (24) gave me my first makeover, my twin sister helps me by teaching makeup tricks and helping me figure out a style that works for me, both in terms of my size (5'11" 172 Pounds) and my personallity. my gramma knows and is ok with it, she gave me a family heirloom necklace that she has had for 40 years when she found, that alone says a lot. my stepdad... can't accept me as allison, he still calls me by my male name, and refuses to let me in his house if im presenting as female. so long way to go on that one.

Freinds, i dont have any anymore. i abandoned the hicks i used to asociate with i have a small circle of peers i talk to online and go to suport groups thats the extent of it.

Hope to become a active member of this community, looking forward to getting to know everyone here.

I had this all typed out and i acidently hit back so here i go again typing my post a secend time

Hi Allie I think you will find that this is a awesome place and that there are alot of girls here that are willing to share there experiences and they are all very friendly. I look forward to seeing more postings from you and hope to get the chance to chat with you. Congratulations on coming out to your family and I'm glad that they are for the most part supportive for you.

Robin H

coming out to my mom was terrifying, easily the hardest thing i've done in my life, and i decided to do so on whim, i was sitting on my computer one evening wearing a pair of heels, just going about my day to day cleaning and such and decided to drive to my moms house and tell her everything, to my great relife she accpeted me 100% on the spot. had nothing to worry about, my sisters were easy to tell i knew they would be accepting. my older sisters response was "Oh? i did not expect that" and my twin sister thought it was weird at first but came around quickly.

my stepdad... uggh, i don't want to repeat most of the mean things he said to me.

Hi Allie,
to the forum, It's lovely to meet you!

I like your name...

hope the move works well for you and you find what you are searching for

thanks for the warm welcome.

My name came out of nowhere TBH, i got allie from my middle name, than realised that could be short for Allison, and i got Nichole because i have always loved that name, stover is my given last name. and they fit togeather nicely has a nice ring to it.

Im hoping the move works out well myself, i found a promising apartment its a studio near the college i plan to attend less than three miles from the campus infact.

Hi Allie to the forum, i just joined 3 weeks ago , and the girls here have been awesome. I hope your move goes good to your new city. You should find girls like yourself at your new college campus, or at least quite a lot of crossdressers.That must have been a big relief for you to come out to your family, at least the women accept you and your twin sis that's awesome,since you are so young you have a great life ahead of you, best of luck to you and your family. You will find tons of friends and support here The chat room is a wonderful place to chat with the members, hope to hear from you Nicole I also think your name is cute and unique

new city, yes, it is indeed a city. portland oregon, the metro area has roughly 1,000,000 people. but that is including Portland, greshem, beaverton and vancouver.

this is a huge change for me coming from hillbilly town, a town 400 mebe less.

I have been in touch with two support groups already and things are looking good from where im sitting right now.

Thanks for the warm response.

Your'e Allie, Portland and area are great places, should be lots of supprt there for you. I'm going over to the chat room if you want to chat Nicole

Welcome, Allie.

Hi Allie, to the forum.

hi allie
and welcome girl

from ur cdc friend anya

Welcome daring, it so good that you joined our site.

Hiya Allie, and welcome to cdf, nice to see you here.

figured i needed a digital 'roof' now that my old digital home is toast.

Thanks for the welcome, im happy to see you here as well.