Things that make you go hmmm......
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Calina_Leigh
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Things that make you go hmmm......
My wife and I are watching the HBO special G-String Diva. It is a show about GG "adult" entertainers. I am watching this and the thoughts that are going through my mind are "I wish I was that flexible" and "I love those shoes" Heh, that was something that I always thought that was weird about me. My wife has always said that we should go to a strip club because I have never been to one. I really am not sure that I would get anything out of it. I would always rather stay home and cuddle with her watching movies.
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Virginia
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Kersten Lee
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Calina,
I love heels. I never get tired of looking and shopping. At some level I have an emotional response and warm happiness when I see a shoe that I love. I admire those that are priced too high for me and get sad-upset when they don't have a beautiful shoe in 11W or 12 regular when priced right.
My parents always fought, but my mother would do herself up in stockings, nail polish, hair, make-up, lace panties, slinky short dress and then the final touch was the shoe. When my normally vicious father would hit the door he was transformed by the feminine beauty of my mother. I know it played a part in the growth in me, associating feminine beauty with the need for my father to love and care for me.
Dressing has been partly fetish and a malfunction of making sane decisions and bad feelings about myself that contributed to my depression. In therapy for two years, I'm not driven anymore but accept who I am. This has always been a part of my life, loving the feminine. I am who I am and have been able to give up the bad that was hurting me. I started last year and will never give up my monthly trip to my Salon to get a pedicure. It's ok that I feel wonderful having pretty toes. I enjoy talking with the women. It comforts me and they all do enjoy seeing me. That alone is a great improvement in the quality of my life!
You will have to forgive me for talking about myself so long again. I hope this doesn't distort the subject line.
Your daughter looks to be such a lovely girl. You are so lucky!
Hugs,
Kersten
I love heels. I never get tired of looking and shopping. At some level I have an emotional response and warm happiness when I see a shoe that I love. I admire those that are priced too high for me and get sad-upset when they don't have a beautiful shoe in 11W or 12 regular when priced right.
My parents always fought, but my mother would do herself up in stockings, nail polish, hair, make-up, lace panties, slinky short dress and then the final touch was the shoe. When my normally vicious father would hit the door he was transformed by the feminine beauty of my mother. I know it played a part in the growth in me, associating feminine beauty with the need for my father to love and care for me.
Dressing has been partly fetish and a malfunction of making sane decisions and bad feelings about myself that contributed to my depression. In therapy for two years, I'm not driven anymore but accept who I am. This has always been a part of my life, loving the feminine. I am who I am and have been able to give up the bad that was hurting me. I started last year and will never give up my monthly trip to my Salon to get a pedicure. It's ok that I feel wonderful having pretty toes. I enjoy talking with the women. It comforts me and they all do enjoy seeing me. That alone is a great improvement in the quality of my life!
You will have to forgive me for talking about myself so long again. I hope this doesn't distort the subject line.
Your daughter looks to be such a lovely girl. You are so lucky!
Hugs,
Kersten
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Calina_Leigh
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