Desire and envy...

Anne Bonny · Post by **Anne Bonny** » Mon Aug 29, 2011 7:11 am

I was pricing and shopping for a new pair of men's loafers at Payless, walked in and there was a thin freckled 15-16 year old red haired girl with shoulder length hair, as tall as me in her heels, the lucky teen was clipping about right next to me in a pair of open toed stilleto heels and shopping with her mother for feminine heels. I was SO envious and wished I could be shopping for those shoes too! We have a split gender and it makes us all crazy!!!!!!

Absaroka · Post by **Absaroka** » Mon Aug 29, 2011 9:52 am

A lot of men get excited by attractive teenage girls. We get excited about their clothing also.. How unsurprising.

Zari

Anne Bonny · Post by **Anne Bonny** » Mon Aug 29, 2011 2:25 pm

True, It was all shoes in my case - I'm married.

Anthony Simon · Post by **Anthony Simon** » Mon Aug 29, 2011 2:54 pm

Maybe some of the desire was to be in her shoes, as it were. Young and female with a whole (different) life in front of you...I do often think there is a thing about being in a woman's life in some sense when I put the shoes on.

Absaroka · Post by **Absaroka** » Tue Aug 30, 2011 7:14 am

Or just about being young.............

Zari

Anne Bonny · Post by **Anne Bonny** » Tue Aug 30, 2011 9:54 am

Well, I'll never be less than "the new 40's" tongue in cheek. I am so lucky. Boys in School, A wife who needs care but understands and here I am fully enfemm and can do this Monday through Friday 0700 until 1300 alll the way to June! I sleep in my chamise and panties every night! I have shaved legs and gloosy red toenails, My weight is falling away. and I can underdress to my hearts content or as I dare. Perfect. Yes I was in envy, wishing I was in those shoes too shopping just like she was and perfectly free to be who I am - But... all desire was bottled up secretly inside myself - I was looking for loafers, did not find them and moved on. I look in the mirror and with my medium build and all the help I can muster cannot hide my form, the broad shoulders and chest of a man, the boney legs - no subcutaneous fat to make my legs smooth and decrease the veins, and bones. my jaw and forehead tell a tail, though not like the hulk thank God, yet still the shape of a man. We are who we are and do what is possible for us. Wish my Lazy Crossdresser book would show up - the one by Charles Anders - I had wanted it for years, I like the picture on the front too. Ok that's my ramble for the day.

Ralitsa · Post by **Ralitsa** » Tue Aug 30, 2011 6:46 pm

Ah yes, to be young and beautiful and female, don't we wish.

Well this afternoon I went shopping for some shoes with a friend of mine (same friend referred to in many previous posts). My luggage got delayed on the trip here because of the weather and all I had was the clothes I was wearing. So yesterday I had bought some bras, panties, stockings, skirt and top, but not shoes. The shoes I was wearing were some really nice heels, but not something that is easy to wear for 2 days.
So we went shopping for shoes, and found a couple really nice purses. Then we went to the next place and told the sales people what I was looking for. We didn't find that, but I found a different pair that I really liked and bought. When I was paying for them the sales lady told me,"well these are not at all what you said you were looking for." So I laughed and said something like, "no but I really like them."
So thinking about all this I couldn't help but reflect, "you are behaving just like a woman going shopping."

Davita · Post by **Davita** » Tue Aug 30, 2011 8:15 pm

I was jazzercising tonight and one of the girls had a new top -- orange with gray accents. Very pretty on a pretty girl. The first thing in my head was, how much did it cost, then does it come in my size and finally, d**m I wish I could look that good. I didn't have a chance to tell her how good it fit her, how pretty it was and how jealous I was. If I see her Thursday, I will tell her.

Anne Bonny · Post by **Anne Bonny** » Wed Aug 31, 2011 8:19 am

Haha! Shopping - don't women dress for other women and enforce a certain dress code amongst their friends and female coworkers? I suppose both of you are right we are thinking like women!