sex plus other?

[Ralitsa]

so many questions.
so few answers.

I think it's pretty safe to say that all of mankind was created incomplete. We are continually searching for our other half. I like the concept of the "soul mate" but I think we do not always find that in an actual person. Sometimes we can find several persons, to fill that void in an incomplete way.
I know that I have a definite longing for a feminine presence in my life, but I've also never found a woman who really fulfilled that. Early in my life I thought of CD'ing as a substitute for female companionship. Now I am less optomistic, I don't have the patience to deal with women in a close relationship, so I think that my soul mate doesn't actually exist in real life.

[Absaroka]

Ralitsa now we can turn to the Bible for a moment, not that I want to force religion down anyones throat. "God said it is not good for man to live alone" and created woman. Although earlier it says that God created man in his image, male and female. The point being that God seemed to think we needed some sort of special companion.

Or something........................

[Anthony Simon]

so many questions.
so few answers.

I think it's pretty safe to say that all of mankind was created incomplete. We are continually searching for our other half. I like the concept of the "soul mate" but I think we do not always find that in an actual person. Sometimes we can find several persons, to fill that void in an incomplete way.
I know that I have a definite longing for a feminine presence in my life, but I've also never found a woman who really fulfilled that. Early in my life I thought of CD'ing as a substitute for female companionship. Now I am less optomistic, I don't have the patience to deal with women in a close relationship, so I think that my soul mate doesn't actually exist in real life.

With me, the problem is I am a very frustrated person. I don't really have a "project" in the world, something that allows me to go into it and, at least have the potential, to be fulfilled. The result is I've got all this boiling around stuff inside of me which won't go away and kind of gets in the way of having any sort of decent relationship. So I go into the crossdressing as a way of fulfilling that need for a female presence.

Well that's part of it. The other part is I probably never really wanted to be a man and enact this woman as a fulfillment. But the odd thing is I have quite decent functionality as a man in some areas and have done stuff out of that I'm glad about.

Which makes me an odd kind of bird. But I do have the idea that, if I could find a way of sublimating all that boiling around stuff into something worthwhile (and at least I have some idea that I could do it), then I would be kind of livable with. And then I have to find a woman who can live with the odd bird that I am.