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it's has been a long time since i last posted on this forum. Anyway, how are the girls right now? Just to give you an update, I have finally living on my own. My sis and i shared a two bedroom condo unit. It's just a ride away from my workplace. My sis had just recently left to work overseas and I was left alone in our place. As i have told earlier, my sis is very supportive of my cdíng and now that i'm on my own, i enjoy living a double life. That is everytime i came home at night from work, i would ususally shift to my "femme" mode. after shower and while relaxing for the night, i would usually wear girl's shorts or skirts, blouse or tank top or a baby doll dress, while watching tv and having some midnight snack. for my breast, i have made my own "falsies" by stuffing old stockings with rice grains and it feels good inside a bra giving me the feeling of being a girl! just living a girlie life for the night is fulfilling. the next morning i would be the "guy" again. I have been very careful in hiding the other side of me. i have already bought some clothes from thrift shops to include shoes. I have no problem because sales clerks have been very accomodating and wouldn't mind what you are buyin as long as you are paying the price.

Hi Francene.

ow do you feel when you have to change to guy mode, Francene?

I guess I'm not so far along the gender scale that it bothers me that much. Even though I hate changing, it just doesn't cause depression like it does for some. At least I can under-dress, wear nail polish, earrings, perfume and such in guy mode. So, I reckon that takes the edge off.

everything's ok. nothing much when i shift to "guy" mode. I'm actually dating a girl but she doesn't know everything about it. I'm just enjoying my life being me and the other side of me.exploring my female side is fun and exciting. it adds a little energy to me every morning. I actually have my own locked luggage where i hid my girlie things there. No more barging into my sister's belongings now that i have a work of my own and able to buy my own things from dress to sunglasses, headbands, bags...

It is getting rarer that sales clerks will hassle a male buying womens clothes - the economy is bad enough any sale is appreciated and there just isn't quite the stigma. Finally, some of the anxiety we feel shopping can be reduced.