I first started crossdressing when I was about 9 my older sister was out and I went into her bedroom and looked in her underwear draw.
I started to try on her bras and panties it felt so good I just wanted to wear them all the time.
Now years later I am still wearing female clothes I could never get out of the habit.
For a long time i felt guilty about My feminine desires, wore my 1st dress when I was 12, and did stop for a time. To satisfy my cding Habit I bought and read Tg stories and that helped for a time. I came to realize that I was pretending and lying to myself about being "Regluar guy".
Now I come to accept my true femmy nature and am much happier now. i plan on being the best girl i can be- still have so much to do as I become the lady of my dreams.
Hugs
Just starting to explore my feminine nature- am very shy meek and demure. Addicted to looking and acting ladylike. Still have so many questions about exactly who I am- have so many mixed emotions about my gender issues.