Past to the Future

[Vicky]

Past
I started crossdressing from about 4 yrs old. I started by sneaking mothers tights from her room and as i got older moved to her lingerie - lacy one pieces, brassieres etc. Funnily though i never liked knickers and to this day never do. I was doing all this in complete secrecy while living at home with mum, dad, two brothers and a sister until I left for college at 18. I reckon my mother had an inkling but never really knew to what extent until I told her in my early 20's. She was a bit taken aback but did partially accept it. I told my the - girlfriend and she really didnt want to know. We had a child together and split up not due to cd-ing but because we just did not get on. She tryed to use my crossdressing as a means to stop me from seeing our child, even though i never crossdressed in front of her or our child as i knew her feelings on it. we ended up in court and i lied to the judge about cd-ing just so i could see my child. I also 'Purged' myself out of guilt and for lying in court. After a number of years started dressing again - it was either that or drink myself to death.

I moved on with my life, kept dressing, met my present wife who i adore. Have been and always will be totally open with her about my cd-ing. She is very understanding, shops for and with me, helps me to sound out diferent loooks and is ok with it once i dont step beyond our agreed boundaries etc.

Present
I like to wear male only clothing, I often like to wear female only clothing, I mix female clothing with male clothing that will sometimes pass in public; I am now wearing ribbed tights under denim leggings with a blue cotton lycra bodysuit under a blue hoody which matches the jeggings - for all purposes the leggings look like jeans, the body suit is covered by the hoody and the tights look like socks.

For The Future
To be able to wear what i want when i want without judgement or prejudice.

These are My Beginnings, I hope this gives you some insight into where Icame from and how I got to be here.

XXX
Vicky

[Virginia]

Hi Vicky,

Your story can fit into our sorority here for a number of your sisters. The unforgiving SO, the uncertain family, then the one person you thought you would never meet, that accepts this "gift" that you bring to the relationship! and sometimes like the fairy tale, "............... and they lived happily ever after!"

Please invite your SO to join the forum as well. Accepting SO's are a welcomed respite here and they can help to relieve the burden that some of our sisters carry.

Thanks for posting.

Virginia