My Story

[Rik]

Never realy givin this info out to anyone before, but I guess I might as well go into detail, hopefully I wont ramble.

Im 30, very submissive and fetishy,live at home with my folks and currently unsure about the whole sitation.

My first time was when I was 16 I came home from school and tried on a pair of my mother navy blue tights, to be honest I have no idea why, its just something that came into my head whilst sat in a lesson, curiosity maybe. Then every now and then id come home and do the same, each time trying something new, under skirts, bathing costumes, dresses. I loved the feeling I got from doing this and also became very aroused by it.

Sooner or later I became very angy with myself for doing this and stopped for about 6 months until I began dating...

Age 17 :Whilst with my girlfriend I used to find ways to get her to make me CD, for example we'd have a bet on something, I'd loose on purpose and my punishment (or so she thought) would be to run round the block in a dress. I even bought a maids outfit and sexy lingerie for her so I could try it on either in private or as 'punishments'.

After a while I admited to her that I really liked dressing and sooner or later we broke up.

Age 25: 2 years later the I tried the same with my new partner, and sure enough the same happened. We broke up (not before I aquired some of the goodies I bought forher tho )
Age 28: After playing at home for 6moths or so again I began to get very angry and stressed out with myself so I chucked everything away.

Now about 1 1/2 years later I find these urges very over whelming, and very strong, more so than ever before.

Last week I told a friend(and his gf) of mine on the web(we play warcraft together) who I have met serveral times that I was a crossdresser, id never used these words to describe myself before. He was great about it and didnt care in the slightest, It felt very strange admiting this to someone.

However his girlfriend and I were chatting about it and she even said she would send my some clothes she was due to throw out, and if I paypal her some cash she will goto the charity shops in her town for me and get me kitted out with some more clothes.

Im very excited and cant wait for this, in fact im thinkin of buying a makeup box and havin some real fun. And maybe post a piccy.

Thanks for reading, I kinda got carried away a little. but it felt quite good to put it all down.

[DonnaT]

You know, you could go to the shops just as easily and try on clothes to ensure a good fit and all.

Sure, you might be scared or embarrassed to try it, but just imagine the rush you'll get from it.

[Rik]

It would be an amazing rush, but my town is very small, only 30,000 ppl
and its one of those places where every one knows every one, I am also easlily recognised as I used 2 work in a very bust town center pub.

So there would be to much risk in been outed for me. Also Unfortunatly there was a cross dresser undergoing his op who was murdered about 15 years ago.

[Ellie B]

Hi,

Welcome to the forum. I am new here myself and have found everyone very friendly and helpful.

Oh those tights have a lot to answer for! A lot of CD seem to have started with this ultra feminine item. Including me.

I have recently accepted that I am crossdresser after many years.
and starting to let Ellie express herself.(how far this will go? I will let it develop naturally, until I reach a happy medium for me).

I have even done a bit of shopping myself for make-up and underwear for the first time ever. What I noticed is that no one even batted an eyelid at me. In fact it was quite exciting.

I admire your courage and honesty in telling your partners about it and sorry they did not work out for you.

Good luck with your journey
Ellie x

[Absaroka]

Go to the next town over. But truthfully, I buy clothing for my wife and daughters all the time, so it was easy to adjust my mindset to buying for myself.

Zari