My beginning

[Theo]

Hi all. I started when I was 13 moving into puberty. I started sneaking wearing my sisters or stepmothers underwear til I was 15 and was caught by my step mother. At that point I had stopped after I went through weeks of being lectured, beat, and guilted about what I was doing. Now It was never about a sexual thrill they were just far more comfortable, but to my family I became a pervert and disgrace so I buried my desires to wear womens clothing until about 3 or 4 years ago when I was completely out of their judgement. I wear panties all the time as my fiancee is very supportive of me and has even offered to take me shopping for other clothes. I have yet to take that step though because of what I went through as a child. I know myself and who I am, I still identify as a man I just find it very relaxing to wear softer fabrics and "sexier" things in the privacy of my own home. Hopefully I'll break free of what my family did and really get to be myself, especially since I have such an amazing fiancee who is more than happy to let me be myself.

[Stephanie Stevens]

Hi Theo,

What an unfortunate experience with your famille's reaction to your early explorations and curiosity about women's underthings. I am almost 67 years old and have recently had my latent desire for crossdressing emerge. I too have a supportive partner, which is a blessing. I hope that you continue to recover from your traumatic experience and enjoy the seductive comfort of your clothing choices(-:

Hugs, Stephanie

[Gina L.]

Theo,that was a most humiliating and unfortunate experience you had when you were young. You now have a great opportunity to put things right, as it sounds as if you have a most supportive SO.
I would strongly suggest that you take up her offer, even if it is just for a few items of clothing that are not too fem, so you can get comfortable with the idea of shopping. A lot of the girls here dream of opportunities such as you are being offered.

[Anthony Simon]

weeks of being lectured, beat, and guilted about

The idea is to put an emotional block on your CDing. There's this concentrated chunk of stuff that is meant to just sit there. My instinct is this is therapist territory - just because they're trained in unlocking that sort of stuff.

[Sarah Beth]

What happened to you as a teen is deplorable but I think a lot of that went on in years past and may still go on today. I'm glad you have a supportive and understanding fiance. I have to agree with Anthony though and say that it might be helpful to you and your intended if got some sort of professional help, not for the cross dressing so much but for how you were treated by your family because of it.

[Requal Jo]

Hi Theo. It is great that you have the support of your fiancée. I too am a very private person and only dress in the privacy of my own home. I would loose my children if they knew of my dressing.

My wife knows and is supportive in a apprehensive manner; hence Requal is limited as to when she can visit.

Give time time and one day you will break free and have a wonderful experience.