Thinking about when it started

[Julia]

I was thinking about this subject I can remember trying on my moms high heels and walking around about age of 5, then I am 58 now, so grew up in the 70's were you could wear heels and big bells and flowered shirts, plaid pants , long hair , and no one even noticed, I had some mild acne so would wear make up to cover it up, in high school I started dating a girl that was my same size, and wore some of her panties and jeans , seems lie it was doormat for a bit, I got married at 32, but after a bit found myself drawn to womens sections in the stores and started buying womens slacks and sweaters, I ordered some padded panties online and have been wearing them, then started ordering online, about 5 years ago started shaving all body hair, recently put on a few dresses, I feel at ease in them, but still have some guilt about it as I have spoken to a few in the chat about, just kinda wondering what the future holds Julia

[Requal Jo]

I cannot predict the future for you Julia. I was just wondering if your wife knows about your dressing? Sharing with your wife may take away some of the guilt you appear to be experiencing. Having her support, or not, may assist with your future decisions.