WOW !!!Anyway after that all I can remember is trying on my sisters ( who is roughly 3 1/2 years older than me ) knickers whenever I got the chance
As the years went by & we grew older, my sister developed nicely which led to Bra's being available to try on, which naturally I did whenever I could
Early teens for me was confusing, I didn't know weather it was a fetish or I wanted to be a girl 
but still I loved the feel of wearing panties esp silky ones, which lucky for me my sister also seemed to love 
When I was about 17 my sister married & moved out, along with all her lovely clothes, so I decided I would start buying my own.
I had to hide them where ever I could, under the floorboards for one
I only really went for lingerie etc, as I had nowhere to hide larger items like dresses , & never tried make up, apart from the odd bit of lipstick from my mums make up bag when she wasn't looking. Funny but I never tried her clothes on, didn't seem right
Anyway this went on for many years totally secret, then came my 1st PC, & the internet, this was when I found Cd sites & Ebay, & I decided I wanted to get fully dressed , seeing all these beautiful girls out there, so I brought a wig , make up dresses , even a corset. Getting everything delivered to work, so I could sneak them home
that was a worry too in case someone else opened them, luckily that never happened As said this was all totally in secret, so I couldn't dress very often , only if my mum went out for the day etc.
I confided in a female work friend about 10 years ago , & she was fantastic & offered to have my parcels delivered to hers, which makes life a lot easier on that score, She has seen me dressed a couple of times, which was nice.
This has been my life so far really, I don't get to dress fully very often, hardly ever in fact, as due to financial reasons I still live with my mother, & although she found out about my dressing many years ago, wasn't the least bit pleased or supportive,& didn't want to talk about it etc , & has never mentioned it since. Hence the reason I don't dress fully,as I get very little time alone at home.
A couple of years ago, I also told another female friend who lived alone about Gemma, & she kindly let me dress at hers, which I did once or twice a month, which again was fantastic, she was very supportive & helpful. Her sister moved in with her last year, so again full dressing sadly pretty much came to a halt I do have some pictures I will post later from these great times.
These days, I have to make do with quick 1/2 hours here & there, which although not great, better than nothing. I do wear full undies everyday when I go to work, inc breast forms, full slips in the winter & hold up stockings, being a larger lady, it doesn't show,& always wear a long nightdress at night again with bra & forms , which I love.
The funny thing about wearing a bra everyday now, is that it feels so right, & feels odd when I'm not wearing one !! lovely !!
The other pleasure I allow myself is, a regular visit to my local beauty salon, where I get my legs & underarms waxed so i'm totally smooth , again feels so feminine, I also have pedicures & gel polish applied,the lady who does it is very friendly & we have a good girly chat about clothes & make up , again makes me feel wonderful.
Well that's about it really , I could waffle on more, but I'm sure you're all bored stiff already !!
Thanks for reading... Gemma xx
