Candice K's Beginnings

[Candice K]

Thanks for your replies ladies.

Yes, I remember when I was four years old getting out of the bath with my mother right in front of me putting the wash cloth over me like it was a skirt and loving the feeling, it felt right, I would always do this after a taking and during a bath. Also, at this young age ( while having a mother and two older sisters ) wearing my sisters underwear and other clothes and feeling very comfortable, feeling like that belonged on me.

As I got older I would wear my sisters and mothers clothes whenever I could, including nail polish. But I wasn't aware of nail polish remover, so when my parents came home they freaked out on me. My excuse ( even to this day ) was that I made kool -aid and it stained my fingers! How lame - lol. But being a panicing 8 year old, it was the best I could come up with.

One of the very best feelings ever happend when I was 12. Myself and my parents were on vacation and we met for the first time a very lovely older couple, and what did they say to my parents right in front of me? " What a lovley DAUGHTER you have". That comment made me smile from ear to ear. Of course my dad quickly corrected them and said, "no this is my SON" All I can say is I wish puberty never came for me

I am 32 years old now and never stopped wearing women's clothing. I live on my own right now and try to dress up whenever possible, probably 60% of the time. And the 24/7 is the desire that I have, to permantley live my live as a female. That would be the best thing ever!!

Well, that's a little about me, there are many more stories and many more things to know about me, but I'll save those for later.

I am so happy to have found a forum like this one where we can all share our deepest secrets and desires.

[Virginia]

Kool-Aide huh!!?? Pretty quick thinking for a kid!!! Thanks for sharing and hope to hear more about your adventures as you live alone now. We have several Canadian girls on board here and they are marvelous human beings. I know you will fit right in.
Virginia

[Beauty]

Hi Candice,

I've been so busy with the forum I neglected my favorite part. I love the beginnings area.

You wrote a lovely beginnings story. I related to everything except the nail polish. I'm really happy I got to dress when I was younger. I don't feel like I missed anything. I know it helped me mature my wardrobe like a GG would have. I struggled with accepting that I was in my 30s and no matter what I shouldn't dress like I was in my late 20s.

I feel comfortable with that because now my wife is in her mid-thirties and is starting to verbalize that she needs to dress more her age. It doesn't mean not sexy, but it means not MTV either.

I think a gender confused compliment is the best we can get. It's the best growing up or even when we're older and we get addressed as a gal. I had an aunt who would look at me whenever she visited and would say, "You should have been a little girl with that pretty face of yours." I acted like I didn't like it on the outside, but inside I was like, "YES!" When I was in high school I walked in and asked for a service club application and the receptionist said, "Ummm.. boy or girl form?" Again I acted upset, but was happy inside. Another time was on a plane when my hair was long and a woman addressed me as a lady twice before her husband said, "Dear he's not a she." She apologized, but I was super jazzed.

Regardless of my banter Candice, your post was an excellent beginnings story and I feel richer for it.

Thank you so much!!!!

Beauty

[Candice K]

Thank you so much Beauty!!! You're such a lovely lady, those kind words will never be forgotten by me.