discovering amber
Posted: Wed Apr 15, 2009 9:23 am
I hope this is not too long, but it is my story and this is the first time I have had the nerve to tell it.
The first item of clothing I tried was my sister's bathing suit. I was about 8 or 10 and she was 3 years older. I had gone into the bathroom and there it was hanging to dry from the day before. I don't know why but I just wanted to try it on. It felt so good. My next step was her panties and pantyhose and then I graduated to bras and eventually added skirts, blouses, dresses and shoes. Unfortunately at that age they had tiny little heels. But I still felt like a princess.
She had a couple of outfits I just loved. A blue plaid skirt that I wore with either a turtle neck sweater or white blouse and a dress that we fitted at the top and a skirt that flared out. It felt so great to twirl around in the skirt.
I dressed as often as I could all through high school. My sister was a girl scout and my mother her leader, so they often went out for weekend camp outs. These were my heavenly weekends. I got home from school at 3 on friday and dad didn't get home til 6:30. So I had three hours to dress and play. He also worked 6:30 to noon on saturdays - so I had a morning of dressing in all the frills.
My aunt was an Avon lady and she gave discontinued items and samples to my mother - so there was always make up to wear.
I also remember my sister's prom dress. It was aqua blue with a halter neckline. She had a halter bra to wear with it. Being a good brother I did not wear it until she did. But I loved it with the sparkly silver heels.
She also had these little nighties my aunt bought her and she never wore - so I took advantage of those too.
When I went off to college it all stopped.
Then a few years ago we were all home for Christmas. As a joke mom bought us what she bought us every year - underwear! I got the usual briefs, my sister got lovely bras and panties from Victoria's Secret. That got me thinking again.
On my way home, I live a couple hours away now, I had to stop at a strip mall. My first stop was a CVS for tights. Leggs in the yellow package. Black tights with a diamond pattern and a pair of taupe. Then to payless where they had a sale by i get one half off. I was so afraid someone would ask why I was buying these things, but on one seemed to care. Then to Kmart for bra and panties. I found lovely Vassaret padded bras and matching panties. I was going to all different stores thinking I would attract less attention.
Next was Old Navy for denim mini skirt and babydoll top. Burlington Coat factory where I found a nice dress and a very short dress. I bought leggings to wear with the short dress.
Finally, I was in the car ready to head home. But I needed one more thing! a little nightie. Back to Burlington where I found a red nightie with matching thong.
I got dressed as soon as I got home. It was a little erotic, but I also felt as if I was getting reacquainted with an old friend.
As a child I never chose a name. But now I knew I needed a name. I always liked the name Amber and because it was Christmas I chose Noel.
Thanks for letting me tell my story - it feels so good to finally share it with someone.
Love all,
Amber
The first item of clothing I tried was my sister's bathing suit. I was about 8 or 10 and she was 3 years older. I had gone into the bathroom and there it was hanging to dry from the day before. I don't know why but I just wanted to try it on. It felt so good. My next step was her panties and pantyhose and then I graduated to bras and eventually added skirts, blouses, dresses and shoes. Unfortunately at that age they had tiny little heels. But I still felt like a princess.
She had a couple of outfits I just loved. A blue plaid skirt that I wore with either a turtle neck sweater or white blouse and a dress that we fitted at the top and a skirt that flared out. It felt so great to twirl around in the skirt.
I dressed as often as I could all through high school. My sister was a girl scout and my mother her leader, so they often went out for weekend camp outs. These were my heavenly weekends. I got home from school at 3 on friday and dad didn't get home til 6:30. So I had three hours to dress and play. He also worked 6:30 to noon on saturdays - so I had a morning of dressing in all the frills.
My aunt was an Avon lady and she gave discontinued items and samples to my mother - so there was always make up to wear.
I also remember my sister's prom dress. It was aqua blue with a halter neckline. She had a halter bra to wear with it. Being a good brother I did not wear it until she did. But I loved it with the sparkly silver heels.
She also had these little nighties my aunt bought her and she never wore - so I took advantage of those too.
When I went off to college it all stopped.
Then a few years ago we were all home for Christmas. As a joke mom bought us what she bought us every year - underwear! I got the usual briefs, my sister got lovely bras and panties from Victoria's Secret. That got me thinking again.
On my way home, I live a couple hours away now, I had to stop at a strip mall. My first stop was a CVS for tights. Leggs in the yellow package. Black tights with a diamond pattern and a pair of taupe. Then to payless where they had a sale by i get one half off. I was so afraid someone would ask why I was buying these things, but on one seemed to care. Then to Kmart for bra and panties. I found lovely Vassaret padded bras and matching panties. I was going to all different stores thinking I would attract less attention.
Next was Old Navy for denim mini skirt and babydoll top. Burlington Coat factory where I found a nice dress and a very short dress. I bought leggings to wear with the short dress.
Finally, I was in the car ready to head home. But I needed one more thing! a little nightie. Back to Burlington where I found a red nightie with matching thong.
I got dressed as soon as I got home. It was a little erotic, but I also felt as if I was getting reacquainted with an old friend.
As a child I never chose a name. But now I knew I needed a name. I always liked the name Amber and because it was Christmas I chose Noel.
Thanks for letting me tell my story - it feels so good to finally share it with someone.
Love all,
Amber
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Jemima