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I had a couple of "first" experiences before I realised there was something interesting going on. My very first memory of crossdressing was when I was given an orange nylon nighty and oversized matching panties closed with a safety pin to wear when I was suddenly dumped on my maiden aunts doorstep due to a family crisis in the 60's. I was about 6 or 7 and it meant nothing to me. But I rememberd how nice and slippery it felt because it had two layers. The next time I was about 13 and again I was staying in another relatives house. The sleeping accomodation had been rearanged and I was sharing a girls room with my brother. She had been moved to share with her sister. All her stuff was lying around and was in the way. But there was a partially open sports bag in the corner and about an inch of lace was sticking out. After about 2 days I couldn't resist it anymore and when I was on my own I slowly pulled the lace out of the bag. The prettiest pair of white frilly panties I had ever seen came out. Right then I turned into a CD. I new I would not be happy until I wore them. Later in the week while playing a "dare you" game in that room the owner of the panties dared me to put them on. I pulled them up over my own pants just for a second or two to complete the dare and got out of them as fast as I could so as not to seem too interested. But the damage was done. That night I woke myself up a about 3 in the morning. With just a night light in the room I totally undressed and went to the bag. I pulled on the panties and I can still remember the excitement of the sensation of the elasticated lace leg holes gently scratching my legs and the feeling of warmth as I pulled them over my hips. I stayed in them for about 30 minutes and even walked out of the room to the bathroom to admire myself in the full length mirror. Although I new there would be trouble if I was cought I felt no shame or guilt. From that day to this I felt a sence of lack of fairness that society does not allow males to wear such lovley things. It was about 2 years before I got to crossdress again.

I felt a sence of lack of fairness that society does not allow males to wear such lovley things

Society don't care what you wear under your clothing. It is the outer clthing that some get offended to. I have been out in the public en fem since summer of 2005. I have found that society no longer really cares what you wear on the outside. When you consider the really weird fashion of some men that like to wear their trousers below their but and show off their underwear to the public and have to hold on to them with one hand when they walk or they WILL fall to the ground.

I saw a guy walking this way when out of the blue I heard "Catch" and someone threw a football at him. He let go of his pants, caught the ball, and his pants fell to the ground. Right in front of a bunch of school girls. He turned five shades of Red when the girls started laughing at him.