my beginnings
Posted: Sun Oct 18, 2009 2:20 am
were to start, i guess it all started with my mom she dressed me up as girl when i was 8 months old and told my dad that some friends wanted them to adopt me. of course they had a good laugh about it. my first memory was at my grandmothers house were she use to let me play with her stockings. over the years i would put on panties and stockings when i could. i didnt start to fully dress until i was 16, i had moved away from home and moved with a friend who was a couple of years older than me. he caught me dressing one day and he was OK with it, we had sort of a relationship for a couple of years, i wasn't sure at that time were i was going with my self at that time. we never really had sex just making out and touching each other,it was fun but it wasn't who i was. i stopped dressing soon after and didn't start again until i got married the first time then it was only wearing panties or stockings when i was alone this continued through 2 more marriages until recently when my wife went back east for three months and i started to fully dress again. i would like to tell my wife instead of hiding it but i dont know if she would understand, well maybe some day