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My first memory was when I was around 7yo, I somehow found myself wanting to wear my mum's panties. She also had a lace/satin body I found and loved to wear whenever I could, the feel was sublime. After a short while she found that I had a pair of her panties in my room, she wasn't very pleased. The urge then lay dormant for a few years, until for some reason I was in my mum's wardrobe and came across a bag of her little used underwear, one of the items was the body mentioned earlier along with a bikini, a satin/lace thong and some satin/lace boyshorts. Whenever I was at home alone I'd get the bag out and wear them around the house. I also discovered masturbation around this time.
This went on for a little while until we moved house to the country. I started to get more confident and went away into the woods wearing only a bikini (though with clothes over it until I got there) and again with a bra and thong. When it was dark I'd go into the garden wearing a swimming costume or panties. I got found out twice more and was influenced to leave. I then moved in with relatives, where I still am today. At first I tried to forget about wearing female clothing, it lasted a few months until the urge came back, I also discovered pabo.com, a lingerie/fashion site that delivered in discreet packaging. My collection started with underwear which could easily be concealed under my normal clothing, it soon moved onto skirts and tops, then a dress, then corsets until where I have ended up today (with a lot of help from ebay too). I bought my first wig yesterday.

I've only ever told one person, an older lover who was very supportive,unfortunately we grew apart. Any other relationship I've kept it quiet. One day I guess I'll find someone who understands.

what lead to your leaving home?

Zari

My little stash was found out, this was the final nail in the coffin (other issues).

I get on really well with my mum now though:).