my first draw to my femme side
Posted: Thu Jun 03, 2004 1:40 am
it was like a magnet to me as long as i can rember i was small maybe 3yrs. old at my cousins house all girls i was the only boy and my parents went on a trip and left me there for three days and never seen so many dresses ,slips and frills in one place before,it was like majic the way i was drawn to them it was like i was under a spell . i was out side rolling around in grass and got into some grease from a old car and was a mess so i got a bath knowing i did'nt have extra clothes to ruin ,so they had me take a lesson in what little girls do when they layed out some things for me to wear, a pair of yellow ruffled nylon pantys and a white full slip and a yellow satin dress with puffy sleeves and a ribbon in the back it ziped an snaped in the back so i had to have help , of coarse i had no idea how it would make me feel i then was handed a pair of white tights and a pair of white dress shoes with buckles, wow!! i was in heaven, wore the dress all day and played house with them and loved it , fell asleep on the couch with it still on , because i did'nt want to take it off ,so they threw a blanket over me and let me sleep all night , woke up late in the morning still not ready to give it up, so we played a little while longer that morning but had to change my parents were due back soon , well that was all it took for me. the rest is all the best for me still doing it every chance i can . thanks it's a great place keep on!!! ever since that time i would get in my mothers drawers and closet, i dressed when ever i could, got married at19 and tought it might pass but did'nt we stayed married for 10yrs. and did play dress up sometimes but like alot of us was'nt enough grew up and apart and devoriced with two daughters keept that part of my life a secret ,i got married again this time i would be up front,NOT! said it was a game thinging she get the hint i loved it but she did'nt know what was wrong with me and why i liked to wear her pantys and nitys to bed all the time, then she was out for the day and i had free pass to her waredrobe so i tought, i was all dressed in the most lovely lingerie she had and she had plenty found a real pretty dress to put on you know the one, the one she might fit into again that special occasion dress and shoes to match so all dressed up and in she comes , amazed to see me in full dress and says what are you doing ! so 
i tried to excape she said noway we had to talk, first thing she asked if i was gay or wanted to be a women and i said no! it's only a fetish i have and she still was'nt sure what to make of it, so she said you could use some makeup then! and applyed it to my face with such ease and said you look better in that dress than i did , this she thought would pass, since i come from a family of all boys 5 and being the oldest was just a kink in me that would go away well that was19yrs ago , now it's just something i do and does'nt know why i have to but thats okay as long as i keep it at home and alone! one day at a time she still coming around. thanks for letting me share!!
i tried to excape she said noway we had to talk, first thing she asked if i was gay or wanted to be a women and i said no! it's only a fetish i have and she still was'nt sure what to make of it, so she said you could use some makeup then! and applyed it to my face with such ease and said you look better in that dress than i did , this she thought would pass, since i come from a family of all boys 5 and being the oldest was just a kink in me that would go away well that was19yrs ago , now it's just something i do and does'nt know why i have to but thats okay as long as i keep it at home and alone! one day at a time she still coming around. thanks for letting me share!!
I always, always, always wanted to wear the white tights and dress outfit with the buckled shoes. 
Oh well, too late now! 
give it a try? my wife has known about my dressing for about 15 yrs. now and i know it's not a fetish anymore! it's who and what i am, and i love it my wife lets say puts up with it now. but i still pray for her thats all i can do for her i don't force it on her but at 47 i'm sure not going to change now. thats for sure! god bless and thanks for you being here