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..to try cross dressing until I was 19. I didnt know what a tranny was until then.I grew up in a small village where we thought a transvestite was someone from a distant part of eastern europe.
at the age of 19 I left my village life behind, and moved 300 miles to London to be with a girl I'd met. 6 months after I moved, it was her birthday. I asked what I could get her...she,being a poor student said that a new dress would be greatly appreciated.
so I browsed a mail order catalogue and came across a lovely little black dress...tight, but not too short...I knew she'd look awesome in it. So after a few days, it arrived.
I took it out of the drab grey plastic wrapping it came in so I could wrap it up in some glittery wrapping paper,ready for her birthday a couple of days later. I unfolded it so I could see it properly...thats when I caught sight of myself in the mirror..me stood there with the dress held against me.
Before I knew it, I'd undressed and was putting it on...and a whole new me was born. I spent quite a while looking at myself in the mirror.. admiring how I looked...the feel of the dress against me...
I wore it the whole night, and felt more comfortable than I ever had in my entire life.
The following day however cae the denial...not knowing about cross dressing, I assumed it was some reflection on my sexuality, so I blocked it for nearly 4 years.The turmoil I felt really f'd[edited] me up.. I wanted to dress up, but I knew I wasnt gay...what the hell was going on??
Then..4 years later, I came across something in a nancy friday book which said 80% of men who cross dress are hetrosexual..I stared at those words for what seemed like an age. Release had been gained. Again I reached for the trusty mail order catalogue and ordered myself a few items.
their arrival was waited upon with sleeples excitement. I grabbed the parcels from the delivery guy,scampered off to my bedroom and the re-birth was complete. I stayed girlie for 5 days solid..celebrated with wine.. felt complete...now its the one side of me I wouldnt change even if I could.
I am tranny...hear me...err...complain about having to maintain 2 wardrobes!!

Nice story
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Were you able to give your girlfriend her dress or did you keep it. lol
I was similar in that I started when I was 19-20 years old. Did your girlfriend stay with you?

Love Amelie



PS- It looks like I'm following you around, not to worry, I'm just curious.

I gave my girlfrined the dress...didnt have the money to go buy her anything else!!
her and I stayed together for another 18 months, though she didnt know about the dressing. I never told any of my girlfriends until I was28. Oddly I've been single since then...they seem to run screaming when I tell them.

YEA SIGH.... That seems to be the reaction from some of the women.
But I think you'll like it in Vermont, people a little bit more advanced, than let's say THE SOUTH. Sorry if I offended the southern girls.

Love Amelie

well I do itend to explore the usa as much as possible..thanks for the tip about girls from the south...I'll avoid georgia etc then!!

NO no NO don't do that, see everything you want, it's not that bad. I was just having a bit of fun. Just some places can be different than others.
Keep safe
Amelie

PS- When I meant southern girls I meant the ones here in these threads,

Eloise, That's quite a story, bet you felt guilty about wearing the dress that you gave your gf. To bad for her she didn't stick around she could of had a lot more than just one black dress. (giggle giggle) At least you are being honest with those gf's of yours, better than hiding and not telling. their loss, I hope you can find one in Vermont. happy hunting!!! .....kristen

yeah, woulda been good if she'd stuck around..though I doubt she would have tolerated my dressing up.
I'll be hoping to have more luck in vermont...and enjoy trying!

Vermont is absolutely gorgeous...
What part of the State are you moving to Eloise??

Hugs,
Wendy

Wendy Seymone wrote:Vermont is absolutely gorgeous...
What part of the State are you moving to Eloise??

Hugs,
Wendy

starting off in vermont..then will see where the tide takes me.

Well, if you get anywhere near Montpelier, you might want to stop by TG North.
Clare and Chris are total sweethearts!!

Hugs,
Wendy

thanks for the tip, Wendy...I'll be sure to try it out.

No problem sweetie.
I'm sure you will have a blast!!

Amelie, Don't forget the SCC is hosted by Atlanta, of course a lot of us don't really consider Atlanta part of the South, more of a chunk of New Jersey!
Virginia

Eloise,

TG North is closed right now due to a family emergency but it will be worth it when it reopens. If you have a chance read my post in the makeup section. Just search on Paige