Thought it about time I put something here.
Posted: Mon Oct 04, 2004 6:53 am
I've been posting on this site (and put something here on 20th Sept) for a couple of weeks now and all you girls have made me feel so welcome (your recent Birthday wishes blew me away 
), I have always been shy by nature and it's only through finding this forum that I've become comfortable about sharing.
When I was about nine I used to spend all my weekends at an aunts house because I played football with one of my cousins for a team nearby to their house, I didn't particularly enjoy playing football but I was deemed good enough and railroaded into the team (I'd have rather been playing with the girls there as they always seemed to have fun times together).
My other cousin was female and coming up to fifteen and she was very mature in her development for someone that age. One day when the opportunity arose I found myself in her room rummaging through her vast seliction of clothing and enjoying myself in the process, I was in my element feeling the material and looking at the designs on her underwear, tops, skirts, dresses, in fact everything.
Off course I soon began to try things on, not purposely, it just seemed to be a natural progression. Soon I had a full set of female clothing on once I'd mastered putting her tights (pantyhose) on, I fell over more than once trying to get them on. I stood looking at myself wearing fem garb in a mirror and felt so content, I felt so comfortable but more importantly it felt right for me. I'm not sure if this was how others felt and it would be good to know. Over time and again when opportunities arose I dressed many times at my cousins and progressed to experimenting with her make up, this took some mastering and many attempts verged on the comical. Now I go shopping for clothes for Julie J and I have no embarrassment in doing so, if I'm honest I never have.
Although not out as a cross dresser in an in your face type of way I do have the opportunity to dress as Julie J at a couple of friends houses, one male and one female and being able to do this means so much as otherwise I'd only be dressing at home. Working full time and being involved with community work I have to fit time in to be Julie J, I'm looking at curtailing some of my community stuff but not all of it. As Julie J I feel much more relaxed than I do in drab and I simply want to be relaxed more often, is that too much to ask?
Sorry for the rambling (something I'm always accused of after a few drinks).
Love Julie J
), I have always been shy by nature and it's only through finding this forum that I've become comfortable about sharing.When I was about nine I used to spend all my weekends at an aunts house because I played football with one of my cousins for a team nearby to their house, I didn't particularly enjoy playing football but I was deemed good enough and railroaded into the team (I'd have rather been playing with the girls there as they always seemed to have fun times together).
My other cousin was female and coming up to fifteen and she was very mature in her development for someone that age. One day when the opportunity arose I found myself in her room rummaging through her vast seliction of clothing and enjoying myself in the process, I was in my element feeling the material and looking at the designs on her underwear, tops, skirts, dresses, in fact everything.
Off course I soon began to try things on, not purposely, it just seemed to be a natural progression. Soon I had a full set of female clothing on once I'd mastered putting her tights (pantyhose) on, I fell over more than once trying to get them on. I stood looking at myself wearing fem garb in a mirror and felt so content, I felt so comfortable but more importantly it felt right for me. I'm not sure if this was how others felt and it would be good to know. Over time and again when opportunities arose I dressed many times at my cousins and progressed to experimenting with her make up, this took some mastering and many attempts verged on the comical. Now I go shopping for clothes for Julie J and I have no embarrassment in doing so, if I'm honest I never have.
Although not out as a cross dresser in an in your face type of way I do have the opportunity to dress as Julie J at a couple of friends houses, one male and one female and being able to do this means so much as otherwise I'd only be dressing at home. Working full time and being involved with community work I have to fit time in to be Julie J, I'm looking at curtailing some of my community stuff but not all of it. As Julie J I feel much more relaxed than I do in drab and I simply want to be relaxed more often, is that too much to ask?
Sorry for the rambling (something I'm always accused of after a few drinks).
Love Julie J
