my beginning
Posted: Sun Jan 02, 2005 1:44 am
I guess you could say I started very young since I was born my mother wanted me to be a girl. I have 2 older sisters and a older and a younger brother.My older sisters are twins which makes this nice for me. My mom wanted me to be a girl when i was born so she dressed me as such from the day I was born. Then when I was about 4 or 5 my mom gave me my choice of clothes to wear. Well I choose to wear girls clothes. So I got all of my older sisters hand me downs which I had no problem with. But when I was about 10 or 11 years old my mom told me that I would have to start dressing as a boy and that upset me very much. I loved the clothes I had and Wanted to keep wearing them. Well she told me at least to wear boys clothes to school and that if I wanted to I could continue to wear girls clothes at home. But things got hard for me when I turned 17and had to start working. I had to give up my girls life and try to start living as a guy(which hurt me very much). I met a girl and got married and she was the best thing to happen to me,but it did not last for ling we moved to a town where I could not find work and I kept trying to hide mycrossdressing(which was very hard to do) I even went to stealing her younger sisters bra's and hiding them for me to wear. Well things went bad and we split up and I stayed married to her for 10 yrs until I finally divorced her and married another woman I had been living with( which knew of my cd'ing) and even helped me with my make-up and my clothes. That marrige lasted about 13 yrs and then we divorced. I got married a third time anf was married for 5 yrs and at first she thought my dressing was cool and even helped by buying me things that she thought I would look good in. then she did n't want me dressing anymore and that resulted in a divorce. Now I'm back with My first wife and to get back at me my third wife told her about my dressing and we had a long talk about it and she said she has no problem with it , So this is where I'm at for now . Thnks for listening and God bless all of you and this forum .