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I don´t remember my begining. I grew up with four sisters. I always played with them and we slept in the same roon until I was eight years old. Dolls and girl clothes was something usual for me. I also used to read the books they did. Beautiful stories about princess and fairys. I remenber my mother reading that books for her girls ... and me. It was 40 years ago, but I remember the day we moved to a new house and I had a roon for myself for the first time, with a wall paper with horses and soldiers. I hated that roon. I remember how much I wanted a roon like my sister´s. A roon with a wall paper with liltle flowers. It was so lovely!. I could not understand the reason I had to be in another room and taken off from the world I loved so much. I have always been very close to one of my sisters, who is one year younger than me. In that time we had the same friends, usualy girls, and we are now partners in our small law firm. I went to a small school own by Miss .... a nice old lady who did not like sports or violence. All the teachers in the school where women. As my father was all the day out at work and had not much relation with us, I grew up in a world of women. I loved it and I was one of them.

When I was ten years old I went to a school only for boys. I missed the girls so much! I was one of the few boys who had never played football. I remember the day the coach told me to go out to the field with the team. I did not know what to do! I had not many friends in the school. I used to be with that little group of boys that other boys say they are “special”. I never played football but, finaly, I became a “star” in hockey, which let me be acepted by the other boys.

Nevertheless, when I went home, I loved to be again in my lost world of girls. I envied the new clothes my sister were buying as they grew older. And, as I was bigger than my sisters, I began to wear mum´s dresses. I wanted to have new dresses like my sisters! It was in that time when I wore panties for the first time. I will remenber that day all my life, in my mother´s roon. Was I one of the girls again?

Tania,
What a great story!!! You can bet a lot of your sisters here are envious of your closeness to the women in your life. Interesting, I was just the opposite. I was placed in military school at age 4 1/2 and that is where I went through high school. I had very little interaction with girls. I do remember that I always admired women and still do, but isn't it interesting that we both came to the same conclusion but from totally different histories!? That alone further confirms that we are born with this "gift" and how we use it as we grow is more or less up to us! This is so cool!!!!!
Hope you continue to participate with us!
Love,
Virginia

That's a very nice story, Tania - thank you for sharing it with us.

Was I one of the girls again?

You always were, Tania - as you never stopped being one!

- SL

Nice to have that many sisters to play with. they indeed show you the softer side of life.

I've got four older sisters, so it was in effect five girls! I was able to dress as a girl and play with my sisters. I still look back on those times with great fondness.