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As like most of you I have dealt with this part of my life as far back as I can remember. Many years of Guilt or shame left me in the closet. My earliest memories date back to aroud 3 or 4 years old. My mom thought it was quite funny how I liked the feel of her nylons and would let me wear them, that's how it all started I believe. I am now 35 and have been through many different phases of dressing all in complete secrecy up until 3 years ago. My first marriage should have never happened and she never new a thing of this part of my life as I never let her and thankfully never got caught. After my divorce I re-married a gal whom I'd been friends with for years, although she new nothing of my Gift I kept it a secret for a couple of years until I couldnt take it anymore!!!!! I let down my guard and came out to her. To those of you that have done this know exactly how I felt!!! I felt I was at a point in my life where it was tell or ??? I just could'nt hide it from myself or my best friend anymore. Fortunetly for me I was greeted with acceptence and asked the usual questions and am fully supported. There are limitations to what I do and that's more then fine with me. Halloween is my personal Christmas and my wife is way cool with going out and getting me dressed and doing my make-up to a GG girls perfection I've won the "Costume" contest 3 years in a row now. I think some people have lingering thought in there heads of me since I've done this three years in a row and I can walk in 6 inch stilletos better then most GG's can but i'm at a point where I don't really care what others think I don't do this everyday nor want to but my wife doesnt want people to know. This is no big deal for us just a conversation as of lately. I'm at a point now where I have fully accepted this in my life and never want to feel guilt or shame again and just quite honestly would like to know more about Why I'm so special to have this gift It's just nice to have come to terms with myself and to know that i'm not alone. Thank's for the kind greetings. April

but i'm at a point where I don't really care what others think

Me too, April. Now if I could get my wife to think the same thing

understand how you feel april; lately ive been able to confide in a couple of more lady friends from work as to my cding; they think its cool and thats a great feeling.