Barbie Doll
Posted: Fri Feb 01, 2008 9:05 am
I came from a family of four children 1 older sister, myself, my brother , and little sister. My earliest memories include being dressed up as a little girl, this was before my brother and little sister were born. My mother nearly lost me a couple times due to me being born with Leukemia.
She said that i was her favorite and that i should have been a girl and that if she could change me she would.
I must admit that being treated as a girl had its good points, I got alot of attention and my older sister liked dressing me up, she said i was her little Barbie doll. My father a coal miner and the image of everything masculine had the son he wanted in my brother and he was very much the son i could never be. I knew that i couldnt be what he wanted because i was born with a small build, but i knew that i couldnt exactlly be what my mother wanted either, atleast not completelly.
I could go on but i dont want to bore everyone, but i do want to mention on funny thing ill never forget, I was seven and in my little skirt and blouse one day outside, and we had train track close to the house, well as a train went by i could see the man in the lead engine blowing me kisses! I didnt realize at the time he was a perv, I just rember it was a great feeling making him think i was a real girl!
She said that i was her favorite and that i should have been a girl and that if she could change me she would.
I must admit that being treated as a girl had its good points, I got alot of attention and my older sister liked dressing me up, she said i was her little Barbie doll. My father a coal miner and the image of everything masculine had the son he wanted in my brother and he was very much the son i could never be. I knew that i couldnt be what he wanted because i was born with a small build, but i knew that i couldnt exactlly be what my mother wanted either, atleast not completelly.
I could go on but i dont want to bore everyone, but i do want to mention on funny thing ill never forget, I was seven and in my little skirt and blouse one day outside, and we had train track close to the house, well as a train went by i could see the man in the lead engine blowing me kisses! I didnt realize at the time he was a perv, I just rember it was a great feeling making him think i was a real girl!