Baby steps out the door. - Had 2 share this

Rik · Post by **Rik** » Tue Feb 23, 2010 1:39 pm

After my replacement shoes arrived today, and my house was empty i went full femme for about 5 hours..

After about an hour of sitting at my pc and feeling so wonderful an uncontroling urge to step outside came over me, so went to the back door and let the dog out, stood there a few seconds..then walked out to back of my house came back and did the same again.

What a rush i got - the wind blowing on my legs felt exquisit, came back and spoke 2 CharLee in chat for a while, with the adrenalin still running i just had 2 do it again, this time i walked to the top of my driveway onto the main path, and stood for 1 minute, I was in full view of the entire street. Iv never had a feeling like this before it was so amazing, so good!

Walking with heels, the sound on the floor, this is by far my best day en femme yet (I know i aint had many),
I actually felt like I was a differnt person..Analise..

Then I made a 90second Video and quickly ran to the back again to take a piccy. Which is on my flickr page on my proflie and ill see bout posting a link to my vid.

Thanks for reading
Ana

Post by **DonnaT** » Tue Feb 23, 2010 2:48 pm

Well done, on getting out of the house.

Neve Turner · Post by **Neve Turner** » Thu Feb 25, 2010 4:49 pm

I know the feeling well. I love hanging the washing out on the line en-femme, I have never ventured out any more than that tho?
I realy want to, prehaps next time lol.

Neve xx

Rik · Post by **Rik** » Thu Feb 25, 2010 6:13 pm

I plan, on sunday i think, to get dressed in a new outfit that is arriving. wait til my parents are fast asleep perhaps around 1am and go for a walk round the block, will be approx 10mins.

Its very strange at the moment though, because I really dislike leaving the house(mild aggrophobia - linked to depression the doc tells me) yet the thought of walking dressed at night doesnt bother me atall.

Michelle Miller · Post by **Michelle Miller** » Thu Feb 25, 2010 6:53 pm

To use a cliche'... "You go girl".

Getting out the front door is the hard part. Everything past that is cake.

Absaroka · Post by **Absaroka** » Sat Feb 27, 2010 1:03 pm

Analise this is wild, that you have trouble going out as a man but can do it en femme. Maybe the thrill (and endorphines) conquers the fear. Can you get in touch with that thrill in male mode?

This is a really cool post of yours that can be so deep on so many levels.

Zari

Rik · Post by **Rik** » Sat Feb 27, 2010 9:16 pm

Absaroka wrote: Can you get in touch with that thrill in male mode?

I wish I could, then i could go shopping, but i just fret and panic.

Absaroka wrote: This is a really cool post of yours that can be so deep on so many levels.

Its so confusing for me - maybe as you say its the endorphines, hormones and adrenaline taking over. But recently all I think about is putting a skirt on a lil makeup and going the shop...whats the worst that can happen?

guess im kinda finding myself atm - everyone says baby steps, but at this moment im in the "Im a crossdresser and proud of it" stage. My personality has always been very loud and proud, and now this is just an addition to my already awsome personality.

Lily · Post by **Lily** » Sat Feb 27, 2010 10:50 pm

It’s been a 7 years since I had my bad experience while I was out in dress. I wish it hadn’t scared me so. This Summer I took my first step out side since then and sat on our back porch in dress. There were only two houses that could have seen me, but it just felt so good to be outside.
Good for you.

Anita · Post by **Anita** » Sat Feb 27, 2010 11:14 pm

Hi Analise--
Each venture out usually takes you a little further. (I'm sorry to hear that you had a bad experience out there, Lily.) It's curious how femme mode puts you into a different set of responses, but it doesn't surprise me. It brings out different strengths in me, and has allowed me to do some things I would have never done otherwise.

Lily · Post by **Lily** » Sat Feb 27, 2010 11:34 pm

believe me, if it had been one man coming after me, I might have fought back even in fem, but it was three. So I ran to my car and drove. I can laugh about it now, but it scared me.

I don't believe that would happen again. But now I'm just working myself up to go out again.

Davita · Post by **Davita** » Tue Mar 02, 2010 7:38 pm

I remember those rushes sssssoooo many years ago. You get to have them for a long time because there are so many things to do en fem. That baby step stuff? yeah. All in good time. it only takes one truly bad experience to mess everything up. I'm not trying to reduce your thrill or your accomplishments because they are truly wonderful, I'm just saying you have lots of time to have lots more.

Sooooo congrats girl! May you have many more good times out and about.

JoAnnDallas · Post by **JoAnnDallas** » Wed Mar 03, 2010 8:36 pm

Congrads..........Now you know the thrill we all get when we go out en fem. I remember back in 2005 when I first started going out fully dressed. At first it was just rides in the car, then stopping and filling up the car. Then one day after filling up the car, I decided to walk into the station store and buy a bottle of water. No only did nothing happen but the guy behind the counter treated me like any GG customer. From that point on, I started going out fully dressed and doing just about anything one does when out and about. Even today it makes me feel all fem and good inside when I am out fully dressed.

Neve Turner · Post by **Neve Turner** » Thu Mar 11, 2010 4:56 am

Hey Hun.

I know how you feel about not wanting to go out. I have been diagnosed with BPD. (borderline personality disorder). i have problems copeing on a day to day basis in many things . however en fem I feel more confident. and as a result i get more done around the house. Just need to try outside and see if it has the same effect.

Neve. xx

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Baby steps out the door. - Had 2 share this

Baby steps out the door. - Had 2 share this

The rushes...