scary yet exhilarating
Posted: Wed Mar 31, 2010 1:29 pm
(not sure if this is the right forum for this but oh well)
So its 2 in the afternoon here where I live pretty much all day I've been slightly dresses up. Nothing special just a bra, panties, a t-shirt and bell bottom jean pants and a pair of cute pink sandals. So for no reason other than the trill to try it I stepped outside into my patio, which is slightly enclosed by a mess screen, to have a smoke and read a book called "American Gods" by Neil Gaiman. I figured if anyone saw me they wouldn't be able to tell with my natural long hair if I was in drag or not then suddenly my uncle who lives a few houses down walked by with is dog, saw me and walked up. at the moment I almost manure myself. I haven't told anyone in my family about my second life and was scared for my life that everything was going to be exposed. But all he did was walk by he didn't walk in just up to the screen said hello asked how I was told me I need to cut my grass and clean up my yard, then continued his walk said nothing about what i was wearing. Did he notice I have no idea but it freaked me out. I hunched over and folded my arms and covered my chest with my book hoping he wouldn't notice my stuffed bra. basically it was the scariest yet also some how exhilarating and relieving. A part of me wanted to get noticed so I didn't have to hide anymore but also the fear was overwhelming. Basically this post is to get this off my chest and see if anyone else has anything like this happen to them before.
So its 2 in the afternoon here where I live pretty much all day I've been slightly dresses up. Nothing special just a bra, panties, a t-shirt and bell bottom jean pants and a pair of cute pink sandals. So for no reason other than the trill to try it I stepped outside into my patio, which is slightly enclosed by a mess screen, to have a smoke and read a book called "American Gods" by Neil Gaiman. I figured if anyone saw me they wouldn't be able to tell with my natural long hair if I was in drag or not then suddenly my uncle who lives a few houses down walked by with is dog, saw me and walked up. at the moment I almost manure myself. I haven't told anyone in my family about my second life and was scared for my life that everything was going to be exposed. But all he did was walk by he didn't walk in just up to the screen said hello asked how I was told me I need to cut my grass and clean up my yard, then continued his walk said nothing about what i was wearing. Did he notice I have no idea but it freaked me out. I hunched over and folded my arms and covered my chest with my book hoping he wouldn't notice my stuffed bra. basically it was the scariest yet also some how exhilarating and relieving. A part of me wanted to get noticed so I didn't have to hide anymore but also the fear was overwhelming. Basically this post is to get this off my chest and see if anyone else has anything like this happen to them before.
