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SophieLawson wrote:Ohh lol, I went out last night in the end for about an hr. Walked around the park and down the main road loads of cars about and about 6 people walked past but was so funny. I walked out the park and there was a police car driving slowing around this private estate. The policeman just looked at me, lol, he must have known I was a crossdresser... I just carried on walking and looked at him thinking, what the F are you looking at lol and he just carried on driving slowly round the block

Felt really cool actually, but I was for a moment thinking ohhh noooo, dont you dare talk to me lol

Sophie xx

Hi girls, Sophie did you see the cops eyes , or did you not look at hin directly. i truly believe you would not be read as a crossdresser.
Today i'm so tired from work that i haven't dressed all the way , i have on a new black vasserette see thru bra, and black hanes bikini underwear, black patent leather shoes, a green satin nightie, ready for bed and slumber. ( I have covered my home made breasts with 1/8 inch foam covered in nylon.) I think they look and feel very realistic ......kristen

Kristen wrote:Sophie did you see the cops eyes , or did you not look at hin directly.

I was walking along out of the park when I saw a car driving slowly, they must have been just petroling the area. They turned right which meant that the driving was right in front of me when he looked out of his window

They stopped (there was 2 of em in the car) at this barrier to get into the private estate and the driver was looking at me while the barrier went up. I just looked him right in the eyes lol Can still see his face now And I as seriously thinking what the f do you want Then he just drove off, when I got to the main road I saw them driving off up the road

I think the main thing for me going out is to have my handbag, makes me feel safe for some reason and just lets me walk more femme as well

Sophie xx

Sohie, I bet that got your heart pounding, one thing to be encountered by a person, but a cop makes you just a little nervous.
I myself have my handbag with me with my id, and some change in case I want to buy a pop at a vending machine, or a drive thru.
Sophie I am going to say this again, you are looking very good, i don't think anyone is going to read you. You have a wonderful shape and your facial features are classic sculptured, the only thing I would worry about is shaving close. Other than that, you don't have to work at it , You look terrific.
I've taken alot of portraits of crossdressers, mtf and ftm, you beat anyone I've photographed by a long shot. (GLBT proms, so everyone is dressed to a T.)
Maybe when you get to telling your sis , you may find yourself going for walks with her. I think when you do tell her that she'll open up to you like never before.
Keep posting about your walks I really look forward to your adventures.

You've come so far since you first came to this forum.

So I am wearing studded light blue jeans , yellow low cut 3/4 sleeved top red shoulder length wig and brown cowgirl boots. Under neath is white hanes bikini nylon panties, white see thru vasserette bra. And a necklace with a single silver k.........kristen

Kristen wrote:Sophie...the only thing I would worry about is shaving close.........kristen

LOL, Who made this topic

Ahh, the old facial hair arghhhh I can't get it right, I shave so damn close that it feels smooth but it never looks it. I use a brand new razor everytime, so I have been going through razors this past few months like no tomorrow, I use Mach 3 turbo.

I tried some new foundation and powder yesterday and I think it was certainly better then I have done it before, but I guess just practice practiceeeeeee. Thanks Kristen, I'll keep working on it

Love the sound of the cowgirl boots as well, yeeeehaaaaaa

Sophie xx

Maybe the cop was checking you out...

Sophie, Here is my routine for shaving, I put on a moiturizer first, let in soak in for a few minutes until dry, then I wet my face with warm water, let it soak a bit before I put on cream, then shave slow and a lot of pressure. once one way and then recream and shave the oppisite way. Feel both directions and shave both directions. Then more moisturizer again, let dry, then put on make up. I use two different colors of foundation, i use a lighter than my skin foundation on where my beard is, let it dry then use a closer color to my skin over the lighter, and the rest of my face. I also buff my foundation with a brush before putting on a same color powder. I don't have a dark beard but my skin is so white, I do not tan much, French and Norwegian. Really fair. See if this helps you at all, I didn't mean to criticize your look of your beard , I just meant that you look so great that it's the one and only thing that all of us have to deal with, except the ones that have had treaments. Keep up the good looks dear, you are such a cutie.............ye olde Kristen

Kristen wrote:Sophie, Here is my routine for shaving, I put on a moiturizer first, let in soak in for a few minutes until dry, then I wet my face with warm water, let it soak a bit before I put on cream, then shave slow and a lot of pressure. once one way and then recream and shave the oppisite way.

Hiya Kristen,

Hmm, I only ever save upwards, maybe I will do this and see if it works better for me. What does the moisturiser do beforehand? I normally shave upwards, then put moisturiser on, let it dry and put makeup on.

Thanks for the advice Kristen will try it later

Sophie xx

Sophie , I have no idea what the moisturizer does when put on before shaving, but it makes the beard go away better. I think it softens the beard hair, and makes the skin more soft so you can use more pressure to get deeper into each follicle?????? Don't really know only guessing. but it does work.
Shaving one way then feel your beard all directions and shave in the direction you feel more stuble. I usually take about 10 to 15 minutes to shave. Plese let me know if this works better for you, I have had a short beard for 20 years so ( shaved it off only in July) I'm like learning to shave all over again. hugsa d kisses.........Kristen

Hi Girls,
I use a shampoo conditioner before I shave, seems to really soften the facial hair.
Sophie, how is the arm hair coming? My arms are just now starting to feel normal.
Virginia

Kristen that does work actually, shaving down was so strange cos I've never done that before but certainly it shaved a lot closer with moisteriser etc but I still had a shadow above my lip dohhh. Makeup got rid of that so wahooo

Virginia, the arm hairs are fine I've started plucking the odd ones growing back, just like I do on my legs. I love plucking so relaxing.

Ohhh, I had a close one today lol Firstly I was dressed up, I planned on going out tonight for a walk but my Sister phoned up and said, we going food shopping tonight. So I had 60mins to jump in the shower and get all my makeup off Then, they dropped me off after and my sisters boyfriend helped me in with my shopping.

I have just tidied my cupboards out and moved stuff so he goes in my bedroom. I'm thinking dohhh, he then put his hand on my draws which have my girls tops/skirts in and he went to open it. I nearly pood myself, but he was just saying about the handles lol

All in all it was an action packed evening lol

Sophie xx

Virginia, I use hair condioner on my legs when shaving never thought about using it on my face, I will try that, thanks for the tip.
Sophie so when are you going to let your Sis know that you wear girlie clothes? Sound like you had an exciting time shoppping and putting things away. close one. I remeber having a majorette uniform under my bed in high school and My best bud from high school found it. He never confronted me or said anything to anyone else. Still see him every couple of years. Wierd that hasn't been thought of in many decades.

Sophie, just noticed your new avatar, mmmmm, very very nice!!!! You are so hot!!! No one is going to read you as a crossdresser!!! ..........If I could only be young again......Arrrrraaahhhhhh.............Kristen

Kristen,

My Sisters boyfriend has been off work this week, he goes back Monday night so I am round there for dinner tomorrow so I might tell her then or if not Monday / Tuesday.

Have to tell her before I go back to work on Wednesday, that's the plan anyways... I might chicken out lol

Kristen, can I ask, what is a majorette uniform?

Sophie xx

Sophie,

I am sure you will find sharing this part of you with your sister a huge relief sweetie. Hopefully you will find the courage to do it when the time is right for you.

Have you had a chance to go out and do any fun things "en femme" yet, or are you still only doing the late night stroll thing?? I know there are some totally awesome clubs in London that you would just love.

Hugs and Kisses,
Wendy

Hiya Wendy,

Nope, only late night strolls still lol It's a start I guess I want to go to a Club but London is right up the other end for me so I need somewhere a bit more local, but only place I know that has cross dressers in town is a gaybar. Not too sure what I would feel like in a gaybar not being gay, but it might be nice and relaxed dunno. Also, I would have to get a taxi into town, that would be wayyy cool but scary lol

Love the av by the way Wendy, very glam

Sophie xx