Feeling a bit sad... The feeling is gone.

[Anne Bonny]

I remember you from the Crossdresser Discussion Forum - been so long I cannot remember the name but I sure was bummed out when it was taken down! I find my desire comes and goes. I have also noticed that if I dress all the time after a while the clothes become just clothes and have noticed the desire waning. I have just come out of a reletively long period of not dressing there were issues I had to resolve in my head, things going on in my life. Your Wife seems to be a huge drag on your ability to dress, you even ask permission when she is away. I do not understand your drive being the challenge, all I can say is I would not purge, I would perhaps box it all up and store it all. You are one of the lucky few who are passable and make a nice looking woman. Pity.

[Erica Bern]

Personally I used to cd a lot earlier days, as teen a lot and then I stopped and there was a time I had not women in my life I did it more, there was some other issues I was dealing with also that created problem in my life. I did lots of research about the subject and found out some things in my child hood that caused this, reading books go on line etc. And then I start to stop it, I do it now only to get away from pressure and escape this life by being somebody else.
I also read a lot about spiritual influences one can get from our ancestors and realize we can create a base for this, please dont be afraid of spiritual world, many religious people dont understand it well very few it is very tricky all of it.
I could never really look like a women it is amazing how many here did it well, I love womens clothes a lot it looks so elegants and it makes a women look femenin erica bern