First, Thanks for Everyone's Tolerance and Patience with my Posts Which I'm Advised Offended Many Here And Seriously Violated Forum Rules and Regulations. Due to my Unorthodox Texting Style Which Stems from Previous experiences/ habits. No Offence Meant!
Here I have a question that I leave with the Mods And Administrator to Place or Whatever As I'm unsure of Which Category or Section Applies Here.
It's A bit out of my Previous And Present exact Situation, but it's becoming to be An Interest as I move Forward As A Straight and Sturdy CDer. It's About The Fact that I'm contemplating the time when I May Search My Soul As A Potential TG And Go For My Own Physical Femme Breasts, Possibly By Surgery And/or whatever The Medical TG Specialists advise for Purely Physical Health Purposes. Bear I Mind that I'm Not Unsteady About Not Cutting Below the waist. My Standard Male Organs Will Remain as Far as My self-Identity /Sexuality Is Concerned, But My upper Body Is In Consideration, And This is How I Arrived Here today> Sometime ago, I saw a program on the TV about a Teenage GG who was being Assisted by her Mother with Breast Augmentation Surgery (terminologyOK?), She Needed to be a C cup
from An A cup>
Primarily for Physical Reasons to fill Swim and Formal Wear in her closet/drawerAnd We All Understand This In Our Own ways?>
Now, TGs, SOs > Is There A Certain Feeling or Thought Pattern or Time, when a GG Looks At Herself And Becomes Anxious Which Is Likely Similar To When/How A TG Begins to Put It Together And Enter the Maze? of Re-Breasting? or UP-Breasting? Whichever? Such As, Is it A Matter of First Self-Loathing?, and Then Defining, the Action Plan or Stopping The Anxiety? or Is it More A Matter of being exposed to the alternatives and Then Slipping Gently into the Solution Selection /Decision Making Process?ie. Oh Rats! My Boobs Are Ugly, Therefore I'm An Ugly Person And >>>? or
More Like , Shucks, I Keep Seeing laSENZA bras that Really Look Better or What I Want For Me More Than Now? Wouldn't Surgery Be Just the Only way to Be Real or More Me?
And Of Course... I've Got the time and Money And I'm running out of reasons WhyNot?
Perhaps I'm just Stumbling along Here Now because, Honestly, I'm Really Happy Wearing CD Out> And I'm Not Anxious About Who I Am Or what Others Whatever? but I Admit to Some envy About 2 Aspects, I Really Admire Fine Looking Breasts, And I'm Thinking, Wouldn't I Both Look And Feel Great about Looking/Jiggling like That!? Also Let's Be Honest, Marda, I'm Hungry To Actually Feel My Own Fleshy Breasts (Forms To Begin,OK!) And Then Know That This Is Really Me And Not Just Padding!
Now In! Comes My Own Femme Here,but In the Flesh, Not just The laSENZA Shopping bag.
I'm Feeling Good In All Ways about My Looks Now except I Need A Haircut and More Tops and Some Fresh Fragrances. But I'm Not about to Dress/Makeup More Lady/GGlike because Really, I 'm Unable to Do everything GG/Femme style because My Physical Body Is Not Naturally Configured To Be as Smooth And Real As my Ambitions would Prefer. The GG Up the street will Always Shake And Jiggle better Than I'd Prefer So Never Mind, Marda, There Are some really fine Products and Services And such, That will help you Compete In The Bra Department> Never Mind What Anyone else May Observe/Think/ Believe that I Appear To Be. In Other Words, I 'm Arriving At the Points Where/when I Will Accept Myself as A Genuine TG by TopSide Appearances And Feelings! As a Pre-test? I May shop for and wear Forms Soon Enough because Now, everybody Including Is Accepting My Outward Appearances in my laSENZA bras and PINK/Victoria's Secret tops, straight pants are working Fine. Understated Works Fine for Me Now, but Maybe More Actual Feeling in my Breasts is where I'm Heading. I recall Many Years Ago one evening I came home And My Neighbour, (exotic dancer), was So excited to show me her upgrade/Size. that she required in her Profession Or So, According to her Agent. I'm Hungry for the Feeling, And Let's face It, Marda, also The Cleavage. It's No Secret About the popularity and Demand For Cleavage in the GG community! right now, my Fave Colllection bra is a Beyond Ceavage Gel bra, and I'm not Filling/Feeling enough Carress? in my Own. My Counselor, Recommends A Body Kiss But she's A Full D cup with A Trim Regular/Petite Size 6. Dress. Real Doll! Real Angel!
Real Friend! 
eeds Comfort And Support!Try laSENZA,Friends for Professional Service, Looks and Feelings,Compliments! My Best Thrill is when a GG gets jealous of my collection/Looks!
I'm Already doing Fine with my new summer tan front above my bra, but, More cleavage would be superior, and competitive on the Street And In The Mall /shop. I'm Listening For... hey, Marda, Hot damn! you're Looking Damn Hot Today! Friends? Opinions? Experiences? Pathways Of Discovery?Results? Improvements???
Here,I need to Thank One of my best staffers as a Ladies Wear Manager. A Sweet and Beautiful Petite size 4 who Showed Me her choice of Formal dress one evening in the fitting Room, and then Lamented to me that She, AA cup Needed More CLEAVAGE! as she Pushed her Tiny Boobies Up to Simulate To Herself, In The Mirror. I'd have Loved Her Teenies for Marda,but Marda Hadn't started to Get Uncloseted then. Thanks, J for your Honesty And Love!
J was A Genuine Hero To Me, Cussed Myself Often for not Marrying her. but It Wouldn't have Worked for Millions of Reasons, So,Oh Well.!
Bye, J, Again! I'll Always Love you and Thank you!.
Reminds Me of Rickie Lee Jones Tune, Company! Sentimental! Sweet! Happy/Sad! OK?
Love,
Marda
