Loneliness,,, My old friend ,,,,,
I get into extreme loneliness, so much so that I have to reach deep within my mind and create another human from my inner brain so I won't go mad from the loneliness,,, These alters are the only thing keep me from being lonely and they are the only beings that love me and keep me alive, without them, I won’t exist. You just have to find the best way to cope,, or madness will overtake ya.
Loneliness
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EmilyN
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my natural response to loneliness is to isolate. lol, not a good strategy huh?
so if i do what isn't my natural response i should have more success? like getting out of the house, making myself useful, meeting new people, joining a club or group, taking a class in something i've always been curious about?
i won't stop being alone, that's the human condition, but the feeling of apartness, of being disconnected, that i can do something about if i'm willing to put one foot in front of the other. it's so hard to get motivated when feeling unpleasant feelings, and especially when i'm depressed.
but i can do it for one hour, maybe one day.....that's the most commitment that i can sometimes make when i feel down and blue. at the very worst moments i pray.
so if i do what isn't my natural response i should have more success? like getting out of the house, making myself useful, meeting new people, joining a club or group, taking a class in something i've always been curious about?
i won't stop being alone, that's the human condition, but the feeling of apartness, of being disconnected, that i can do something about if i'm willing to put one foot in front of the other. it's so hard to get motivated when feeling unpleasant feelings, and especially when i'm depressed.
but i can do it for one hour, maybe one day.....that's the most commitment that i can sometimes make when i feel down and blue. at the very worst moments i pray.
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Billie Earls
- Miss Crystal Goddess
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EmilyN. Sometimes 1 hour is enough to get you started on the path out of your depression. Its only a small step but its a step any way.
When I log on here I feel that I'm in a world that I belong and that I'm not alone. I will log on a couple of times a day just to read old post and just doing that makes me feel a lot better All I want is to keep making step forward and not backwards. This is my life and I try not to let others make me feel depressed. Now I don't always succeed but I try to wake up each morning looking forward to the new day and not dread it.
When I log on here I feel that I'm in a world that I belong and that I'm not alone. I will log on a couple of times a day just to read old post and just doing that makes me feel a lot better All I want is to keep making step forward and not backwards. This is my life and I try not to let others make me feel depressed. Now I don't always succeed but I try to wake up each morning looking forward to the new day and not dread it.