Think I have been figured out by a neighbor
Posted: Wed Sep 02, 2009 4:25 am
I have for awhile during the warm days been sitting in a chair on my porch at nights to smoke fully dressed and you cannot really see much of my face and only a vauge outline.
I have though tried for the last month or so going out at early evenings to read a book at the table there dressed but without alot of makeup. this is a big step for me as all that look can see me more clearly.
Well last saturday the lady from the space across from me was out weeding her yard and I saw this and wasn't paying all that much attention but I looked up from my book and she was staring at me! I looked away at my book hoping I was just imaging things. But I looked up a few minutes later and now she and another women were both looking at me.
I just went back to my book and a few minutes later I looked and they were gone so I went into my house and hoped I was just over reacting.
The next day as I left my house (in drab) to go to work they were both there looking at me! I said hello, the first time I had ever spoken to her and she wispered to the other women and they both giggled without either returning my hello. I just got in my car and drove away.
Ohh well I guess. I never spoke with either of them before so no reason to try now.
I have though tried for the last month or so going out at early evenings to read a book at the table there dressed but without alot of makeup. this is a big step for me as all that look can see me more clearly.
Well last saturday the lady from the space across from me was out weeding her yard and I saw this and wasn't paying all that much attention but I looked up from my book and she was staring at me! I looked away at my book hoping I was just imaging things. But I looked up a few minutes later and now she and another women were both looking at me.
I just went back to my book and a few minutes later I looked and they were gone so I went into my house and hoped I was just over reacting.
The next day as I left my house (in drab) to go to work they were both there looking at me! I said hello, the first time I had ever spoken to her and she wispered to the other women and they both giggled without either returning my hello. I just got in my car and drove away.
Ohh well I guess. I never spoke with either of them before so no reason to try now.