latanya's place

[Latanya]

like i said on the beginnings thread that i would start a new thread her to continue Latanya's development and progress(or lack of)
it is safe to say that i am a work in progress! where this is all headed i dont know! but am willing to go with the flow and see where this takes me!
to clarify i consider myself transgender fluid. i have a fem side that i no longer deny and nore importantly no longer try to subdue. i have never been out in fem but i have not ruled it out in the future. i have had 3 very enjoyable makeover/photo-shoots. and had two disasters(the fact that they say they do transformations doesn't mean they are any good).right now i am in what i call integrated mode! i wear as much fem clothes as possible that i can get away with without outing myself(which includes mascara and lip gloss). currently i am very comfy as such and right it fulfills my fem desires.
i am also on estrogen to see its psychological effect although i dont mind the slight physical changes(in fact i kin of like it). how much longer i will be on them i am not sure.
i find it ironic that the more i let latanya play a role in my life and persona the he is growing a set of b***s. he is actually starting to stand up for himself .
hopefully i will begin to open up and let my emotions flow and over a peiod of time get to realize who i really am
to be continued

[Latanya]

i have to clarify he is not fitting with my fem side
he is starting to move towards her personality in that he is starting to take charge of his life which is good about time! and latanya is leading the way

[Anna]

he is starting to move towards her personality in that he is starting to take charge of his life which is good about time! and latanya is leading the way

Hi hun. Sounds like Latanya has the stronger personality. You show him who's boss!

[Latanya]

he is def learning from her!

[Melinda Welsh]

Anya don't let him choose any of your fem clothes, you could end up with the wrong sizes.

[Latanya]

latanya is definitely in control of that in fact his too
in fact found out that a good way do get around my issue of blouses or womens shirts fitted mens shirt
the womens are either too short or the sleeves are wrong! so the next bewst thing is mens fitted shirts
they are tapered in the midriff which is what i am looking for and the rest fits. and if u pick girly colors like hot pink ,lavender etc it works pretty good

[Anna]

mens fitted shirts
they are tapered in the midriff which is what i am looking for and the rest fits. and if u pick girly colors like hot pink ,lavender etc it works pretty good

Good idea hun. I sometimes mingle men's clothes with the girly ones!

[Kyra]

I like Latanya's Place! It has a very comfy and familiar feeling to it.

My only advice is one of safety. Be careful experimenting with hormones. They can be dangerous if not monitored. It's always best to do so under doctor's supervision.

(Always lookin out for my sisters!)


Hugs,
Kyra

[Anna]

Anya, did you read Kyra's post? I wish you would consult a doctor about the meds! You know I worry about you!!!

[Latanya]

yes trying to be careful! and thanks anna for ur true concern
probably will

[LisaK]

Gonna make me MAD if you mess yourself up because you were to
stubborn to see a DR.

[Latanya]

working on it with my therapist

[Latanya]

so witht the apartment empty i got to spend time as latanya! hadnt done it in a very long time so even all alone made the best of it and enjoyed! so i have been in a skirt and blouse and heels last nite tell beddy time(then i wore my nightie)
and then all day today! and touch of mascara and liberal lip gloss! felt so good and me!
even sat out on the balcony until the heat and humidity was too unbearable. very liberating and a little adventurous!
i am on the 8th floor and considering the heat not concerned that anyone would be out to see me
so sat there all dressed up with a cup of ice coffee and the new york times.
will be able to do again tomorrow afternoon till late evening so all in all pretty good weekend! add that i spent time on the forum i have to say i have been latanya all day and was great!

[Anna]

Hi Anya. Sorry I couldn't make it. Flight got cancelled!

But it sounds like you had (and still are having) an enjoyable time.

[Anthony Simon]

Ahhh, enough already. Let Anya make her own decision. She's of age.