"VICTIM" or "VICTOR"

[Marda]

Recently, as I was on my way to "Emergency" with a "Stress Attack" due to "Abuse" by "Care$eller$",
the Paramedic, a "GG", we spoke about my success with My own "laSENZA "Stroke RecoveryTherapy" Program, and agreed , (As she was a "Fully_ Recovered Stroke_Survivor", that We All have "Choices" to make about "Doing What Is "Right_For_Ourselves", MY Words/Belief are "I'll "Master_The_Disaster", and She replied "VICTIM_OR_VICTOR", "The Choice Is Always Ours"! I was Wearing "TeenDream" and "Showing Off" in my "laSENZA_SHOWOFF", Fun was going for a Pee and "Diggin' my Matching Panty", Always remember, When you get dressed in the morning, Put on "Clean/Fresh_Undies", in case of "Emergency" and you have to "Go_There" ! The "ECG_Lady" Loved my "Showoff", Suggestion, "Google"> "Teen Dream"

So, Maybe this "sounds" a Wee bit Harsh, but, after listening to a Rehab hospital Psychologist's"Ballyhoo"_Triple/Twisted"Rhetoric" one day in "Stroke _Education" class, he was "Blathering" about "Coping", and I "Naturally "Knew" that he only had ever been to "School", but Really had no "wisdom" because He'd "Never" Been "Educated", "Coping" for most "Earthlings" is About "Accepting" and being Satisfied to "Feel" less "pain". "Hogwash" Sez I, the dictionary about "coping", refers to "Dealing_ Successfully with a Difficult Problem, Not being a "Passive" VICTIM" as the "schoolboy" was suggesting", All he could "really" "talk" about was about "Triple_talking" oneself" into "Less_ Anxiety", with "word_Games" that He was "drilled" in "Clinical_Class"Same_ "Here", For My_Money! Most of "what_I_Hear/See" here these daze is "whining" "Poor_Me" As I recall, from my "Redneck_Daze", "wimmen" like to "Play_VICTIM", for Their "Reasons", The "Trap" here is that We_CDers" Subconsciously Pickup on this as "feminine_Sensitivity" and "Emulate" this "Fraudery" so as to Convince_ourselves" that We are "Stretching_out" our "Femme_Side" "Hogwash" Again, Sez I, Why "Allow" Anyone(s) to "Convince You that "sensitivity" is "a "Wimmen_Thing", It is a "Human_Emotion" "Feel" "Who_You_ARE", If YOU "Enjoy" and "Feel_Right" in lingerie and (What's "called")_"Ladies Wear" (At the stores), Then OK to "Live_Your_Life" without Interference and "Other_Induced_Madness", because of "Their_Hangups_Ignorance_Badittudes" and "what ""They" "Saw_On_TV"! "Pain is the "Natural_Human"/"Earthling_Way" of "Identifying" That "Something_Is_Not_OK", then, the "Task",is to "Investigate" And "Fix_Repair_Deal" Subberssfully", Not "Group_Hug_Grope" "Ourselves_into_Acceptance" 'What_Are_You"? An "Earthling", or a "Mouse"?
Without disrespect to Anyone who has been "Brutalized", why "Be" or "Wannabee_A_Wimmen" and "Take_Your_Beating", "Rise_up" and "Be_You", "Earthling" "Wear_Love" , Personally, I Shop_for_My_Love" at "laSENZA" "(With_Feelings_And_Thoughts_And_Awarenesses
Love,
Marda

[Korrinthian]

What are you trying to say? I'm sorry. I got a bit confused as I read your post.

[Marda]

What are you trying to say? I'm sorry. I got a bit confused as I read your post.

Hi Korrinthian.

THank You for Asking for Clarification. Of course, I have A rather Abstract Method of expressing my contemplations and Considerations about Why We CDs Are Actually here ,Online Although Not An Excuse, rather an Explanation: My Abstract Postings style? is my Personal method of attempting to include some things about My Personal experiences which Include Tribulations and Such, but also Humorous And Educational Sides. also, I'm Assuming, Albeit Incorrectly that Members, here have Also been Exposed to As much David Letterman, As Dr.Phil.
In The Words of A "Goofy Newfie">>> You Can Lead a horse to Water But you can't Lead A Horticulture (Whore-to-culture) OK, Sick Pun! (Different meaning,Same Sound) (Play-On-words).My Speciality.
Further Translation>>> Many come here to Vent Frustrations And Share Whatever, I Like coming here to also Giggle And Laugh And Get excited About Cding.

Also, One of My posts Also Offered My Perception That Members of 8-9 years ago Seemed, to me, to be more Challenged And DRIVEN to CD, than to Struggle With ISSUES, Also, OLdtime Members seemed to be More Progressive About Cracking the CD nuts,Today, I sense More Hesitation in Posts.
Of Course Finding our Personal Comfort Zones about OUTING is Tough, but, WISDOM says. A Journey Of 1,000 Miles Begins with the First Step! DO IT!

Also,It Once was, That Members Would Reply or PM me about: "Thanks, Marda for saying that, I had the these same thoughts and feelings And You helped me Feel Not so alone About My choice to CD. I Believe that Anita Understands Me? here now, As then? Anita, Anyone, C'mon? Work With Me?

>>> keep going to conclusion>>>

Here's the Lighter side about my style off Posting:, some say Rambling??? As my Dadsaid About Me>>. ASk Marda "What Time It Is", AndSh'll Tell YOu "How To Build A Clock"!my DadWas CD Like Me?,Only Not My Size.

Also, As a Musician, Here is a Metaphor that May be useful in understanding Me?
It is probably more Tricky to Appreciate Miles Davis than Steely Dan, but that Doesn't Mean that Miles Davis Music is Garbage. Only, more Far Out? Different Grooves? different Strokes >>>? A?

Love,Marda.
My Message here was intended to have this following Meaning: Rather than Hug each Other in our Anxieties , And Mess Around With wasting Time (Pity Partying) as Much of the Posting Represents to Me, Rather, Act Like A Butterfly, Stretching Itself Out of the cocoon,And Learn to FLY.

Don't Suffer , When You Can Soar! Subj: is A Challenge That we have to Face HeadOn.
We can Have Victory, or we can Die As Victims of Social Injustice.

It's one thing to exchange friendly Supportive Greetings And Information About Successes, but it's quite Different, and I believe Non-Productive to drown In Unnecessary Grief About All The Personal Difficulties And Tribulations we All Face As CDs And especially TGs Who Go All The Way>>.
OK??
thanks Again, And
Clearer,Now?




Love,
Marda