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Today is Monday...Woke up at 5:30 in the dark, with lots of business work to do, and decided to do it "en femme", all day, all the way. I'm going to be working the Caribe, in three time zones, doing live chats etc with my office Managers and staff in 4 Island Countries. No Skype today...even though it will be a "good" hair day. Decided that keeping comms to e-mail chat, fax and SatPhn, they won't know if I'm wearing a Teddy or a Tux.
I'm opting for something a little more....businesslike, with some sexy in the equation.

Showered and shaved everything that needed it. Moisturized and then let the games begin.
Black sheer stockings, garter belt, panties and bra ( nicely filled out with perfect silicone DD's) Stuart Plaid layered full skirt to my knees, dark blue long sleeved blouse with silver cufflinks, wide Black Patent leather belt around my hips , matching lace up Booties with 4in "stiletto" heels, long double strand of Pearls, modest make-up ( bold eyes however..) my favorite perfume, red lipstick and thick, straight silver/grey hair to my waist with long bangs sweeping my eyes, and the Sun coming up. OK...I'm good to go.

Cup of coffee, walked into my home office, sat in "the chair" sweeping my skirt under me as I sat, crossed my legs under my desk, took a deep breath, adjusted my "attitude" to Female, Chairman of the Board ( which is pretty close to true...the Female part is "iffy" still.) and went to work.

Now...just after 4:30 pm. No lunch and I'm getting hungry ( I'm still dropping weight, so I'm ALWAYS hungry...now down 52 lbs and rapidly approaching my target of 33in waist which should make a nice proportion on a 6'3in body). Got a lot of work accomplished in spite of occasionally looking out the windows thru swaying Palms trees as Sunshine dappled the breeze whipped water into sheets of Diamonds, and Eagles and Osprey wheeled in and out of my vision tending their adolescents, now just learning to fly and fend for themselves. Navigated today very well, without even a hint of "who are you" in the mix. Took care of "Business"...looking great doing it, and enjoying every minute.
I have performed my day, productively...well dressed, and very femininely handling business decisions and making things happen from here to Rio. I have reveled in the way I "feel" today...with lot's of feelings in the equation. I find myself with lot's of feelings now, that I never experienced "before".
Mostly,... I feel "complete".
I am happy, with myself, my day, and the woman I am certainly becoming. I am productive, business oriented and well accomplished in my tasks and vision. I love my bangs sweeping my eyes ( I think it's pretty sexy...and God knows I'd rather be sexy than pretty, any day.) And I've developed this unconscious "head toss" usually accompanied by a little smile, that my wife says is "dangerous". (Dangerous....? To whom...?) Oh, and my "walk" is definitely improving. She says it's dangerous too.
Thank you...I'll just "try a little bit harder" and see what THAT accomplishes.

I'm going to shut down now...have glass of wine and sit on the patio by the dock under the Palms, relax and quietly put the day away, feeling the breeze rustle my skirt and caress my thighs as my hair dances in the wind about me, watching the Sun slowly set over the water, a smile in my heart, and a sure and certain understanding of me. ( finally....) That I'm ok...I'm going to be ok, and I'm going to be happy with who I am and will become. Tomorrow will be another day...and I may not have the luxury of being "Nicci" all day ( I'm really vain , and really good at it...so I'm not out in the light just yet...got a little more construction and shape shifting to complete) but regardless of how I may "look", the clothes I wear, the sound of my voice, the stride in my gait, whatever you see....Nicci
is what you're looking at. Somewhere within...just under the surface of the obvious. Boldly, defiant.

Whatever tomorrow is...it's going to be another great day in "Tropical Paradise".
Think I'll go on-line later tonight and shop for a swimsuit. Nicci needs one.
( one that would look really good on the Patio with 4in heels)
I'm thinking a "svelte one piece"...
Black.

Nicci

Nicci that sounds like the perfect day!! And to end it with a by of shopping puts a bow on it. Enjoy your evening!

Hi Mikaela,
Beautiful name...
Ended up shopping but not buying...How about you ? Got a new swimsuit for this Summer Season ?
Looks like we are "neighbors". Same State. Hope you are enjoying some sunny days as well, finally.
Happy Trails,
Nicci

There is nothing like being able to be who you are inside. I suppose I am a little more casual and relaxed about it all but I am who I am. We are all different and there is nothing wrong with that. Cheers...enjoy being who you are!

Today is a Holiday...the tail-end of a long week-end with boats of laughing people criss-crossing the Lake in happy abandon, Sun in a brilliant sky, light breezes rustling the Palms, the light wafting aroma of something good being smoked on an open fire. And I'm working...looking out the window periodically to catch a glimpse of the new Cardinals building their nest in the Yews, hummingbirds flitting in and out of the blooming Azaleas, and open blue clouds delivering a "Sun shower" of huge drops dappling the water. I own the Companies, so the responsibilities are mine. I have the tasks to do, so the others can complete theirs tomorrow...on far off Islands, with romantic names and difficult economies banking their hopes against a dangerous tomorrow that is of their own making.

But today, I am all alone..at my desk working thru the issues and preparing the solutions that will enable the people who trust us, to continue their commerce and living their lives in safety, securely ensconced in the knowledge that we are earning their trust, by the minute. Time is important to me.

I'm happy today. I have the office to myself, abandoned by convention or expectation, allowed to freely be myself, within and without...by word, gesture and attire. I suppose I dressed to suit my psyche of the day. In any event, I'm enjoying being me, comfortable and relaxed in the person I am becoming, now much more "her" and very little of "him". Since I am working from home three days each week, I carefully orchestrate them to my best advantage. I can be "Nicci" from daylight to dark productively completing my self appointed tasks. So I do, with artfully contrived attention to all of the finer points and details that abide in this very vain "Woman". I begin with toenails and glue on fingernails painted to match, to complement my ensemble for the coming day, the night before, accompanied by moisturizing and removing all of my makeup. ( I'm now "en femme" at some point virtually every day, requiring shift in attitude and related cosmetics and an extensive wardrobe...) This morning is typical of my average day, in my life, as I continue my progress to becoming more fulfilled in completing the transformation to whatever point I decide to venture. Today..I easily grasp the final outcome as being "all encompassing". It keeps getting easier as I keep getting more comfortable. I now commonly dream ...as Nicci

I'm vain, and I'm really good at it. So...I put a lot into the final "product". Today I'm in tan leather wedge espadrilles with cute ankle straps, a short blue/tan/white pleated "satin lined" wool mini skirt I bought last year in Ireland that hits me at "less than" fingertip length and flips around my legs with lusty intent when I walk. Sitting is a blast...and I always enjoy that brief jolt of cool leather against the back of my thighs when I sit down in my chair. Always. I like to cross my legs. ( I'm 6'3" with a 37in inseam so the view encompasses a lot of Real Estate) I decided to wear a yellow Linen blouse with 3/4 sleeves and white Pearl buttons that has been tailored to fit my now 34in waist, with a tan belt of silver conchos that settles nicely at my hips. Lingerie consists of black panties, bra and a decidedly brazen attitude about the fit of my "forms". Long straight silver hair to my waist with feathered bangs that sweep my eyes, makeup with a new brown eye shadow and a necklace of hammered silver beads that nestles comfortably in my cleavage. OK...I'm good to go, and happy to get there. Really happy. I catch myself smiling. Often.

Took a 30 second commute to lunch with my wife on the Patio "waterside" under the umbarellas, eating a creative salad with walnuts and shrimp liberally sprinkled over it, drinking a nice light wine as she gave me "the look and the smile" ( that simpering one...) and simply said "you're really full of yourself today aren't you Miss". Yeeeessss...that's right, and it must be working since she kept trying to look up my skirt. OK...she figured out they're black, pretty much right away when I sat down.
I'm glad she was interested enough to pursue the effort of finding out for herself.

I have had a great day. Didn't get the boat out on the Lake, or manage to upgrade our "tax bracket", but I enjoyed my "self"...practiced my "sit" and "walk", and flirty "leg cross", and brushed my bangs and hair out of my face as I navigated my day. ( YES !!! it is a hassle, but it "feels good" and I really like the "look" and the feeling of femininity that accompanies every single brush of my hand.)

I'm finding that my days "en femme" are longer than my "other" ones. The answer to this is easy to figure out...it took me about 10 seconds of analytical introspection. I'm simply reluctant to undress and put "Nicci" away... That's it. So, I'm being her more often that I am "him", and my wife sees the evolution of the Woman beside her as our lives entwine, along with the ever improving wardrobe accomplished by judicious "Thrift Store" shopping. And, she sees me smile more often.
The really wonderful part of this is...that she likes the emerging Woman that feels "complete", and she smiles right along with me.

I'm going to surprise her tomorrow. I'm going wear a Pink skirt suit, heels and Pearls, ...and buy her a bouquet of a dozen roses to match. It's going to be another "Day in Tropical Paradise" at my house.

Nicci


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