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Hi Everyone,
Summer is a very demanding time for me. Extra hours at work, extra
demands at home that are required to keep things in operation, a little
time for myself and my wife.

I can admit it is a little selfish, but I am just unable to spend the time here
I would like. I am missing a lot and feel a little left out. Come Sept.
I should be able to spend more time with all of you.

My wife and I finally ordered myself a pair of breast forms from the
Breast form Store. Transform Classic size 7. It is really wierd for me
how they feel a part of me. They just showed up Friday. I bought a
wonderful new dress and it drapes so nicely. I don't know yet whether
I will be able to go out today or tomorrow. My wife says the forms
are spooky feeling, but that they look very nice on me. She couldn't
elaborate.

I still visit as much as I can in balance with other needs. I'm doing better
and better in a large part because all of you!

Hugs,
Kersten

Kersten,
"Spooky feeling?" I do not know what if anything that you "wore" before, but I hope that you have had time to read some of the posts in the SO's area. I may be over-reacting but, ........ When the "other woman" shows up in full battle dress (breasts being one of the most prominent pieces of armour) well the SO's reaction can be something different than what you might wish for. Just a thought, I hope I am wrong.
Love ya,
Deborah

Hi Deborah,
I have missed talking with you. It's embarrasing but a couple years ago
I formed some breasts out of big styrofoam balls. I covered them with
nylon footies. I thought they looked too small and didn't fill up the chest
correctly. I added a couple of womans dress shoulder pads under the
nylon. Then they road up. I dug out a round hole and added a steel shaft
for weight. I warned you this was embarrassing.

I understand what you are saying. I was concerned also that she didn't
want to talk about them even though she said they looked very nice
on me and quite real. I am trying to be sensitive and pick up on any fears
she may have. I may have concerned her also, by how excited I was that
they felt a part of me. I have to admit I was really absorbed in my own
feelings at the time. My joy was pretty intense and I asked her to feel
them and give me her opinion. That is when she said they felt spooky.
Writing this now I see I wasn't very sensitive to her feelings. Hard
styrofoam breasts were one thing and this is really quite different.
I am a little ashamed right now.

I'll have to get back as this develops.

Deborah, again it was nice hearing from you!

Kersten

Kersten,
I have to tell you my first experience when my forms came in the mail. I could not wait to try them so I dressed and jumped in the car to drive to the post office. Brushing my arm against them when I turned the wheel or the best part, when I hit a bump in the road they would bounce a bit - I just could not believe how delicious they felt. Guess its the old saying, "you get what you pay for."
As for being embarrassed, don't be. At least she was accepting of them and did determine that they "felt" natural. As I have told Elizabeth and others, "small steps, just small steps." I would recommend that you not bring it up again unless she does - at least not for a while. Good luck, honey.
Love,
Deborah