It came back...

Beautiful_Gal · Post by **Beautiful_Gal** » Fri Nov 12, 2004 2:40 pm

Well, I just introduced myself again in the New Members forum. I am an old member, but I left for a loong time so I doubt people remember me. The crossdressing feelings went away for a looong time but they are back. I guess it is not strange...it has happened before. However, here is a problem:

There is this girl, who was an exchange student in my school last year. I thought I liked her, but I am not so sure. If I did like her it does not matter since she is in Iceland. But I think I wanna be her. My crush on her goes on and off it seems. I like another girl at my school, but it sems like once and a while this Iceland girl takes priority over her. Every time I like the Iceland girl I am crossdressing, kinda weird. So it is probably that I wanna be her, not date her. But I dunno I just felt like psting this lol

Merinda · Post by **Merinda** » Fri Nov 12, 2004 3:58 pm

Hi and welcome back Beautiful _Gal ,

I had long given up CDing when a kid by the name of Emma Watson hit the big screen .
Emma's character " Hermione Granger " (Harry potter movies 1+2) had a resemblance to myself when I used to crossdress some years earlier , its that bush of light brown frizzy hair with a fringe that looked so familiar.
I found myself comparing her in-character image with old photo's of myself and before I knew it I wanted to dress up again.
I had a " hermione-me " avatar on this site some months back using an old pic of myself , unfortunatly I no longer have the long-hair so now I have to CD with a wig.

Do you bare any resemlance to this girl from Iceland when you dress up ?

Beautiful_Gal · Post by **Beautiful_Gal** » Fri Nov 12, 2004 5:41 pm

Not too much...I bought a blonde wig so I could look like her. And I guess I was kinda looking for some clothes like she wore. Not quite sure. I guess we share some qualities.

Beautiful_Gal · Post by **Beautiful_Gal** » Sun Nov 14, 2004 12:31 am

Yeah, I've been thinking and she is probably what brought her back. I really am trying to look like her. Not sure if I look like her, I should send someone a pic through aim, I got a pic of her and myself, but not myself dressed up lol. And I have been using the name Rachel for my feminine name for years, and all of a sudden I feel like changing it to Kristjana (girl from Iceland's name) so I think I know.