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Hi girls ,

I have had a fantastic holiday in the sun at Coolangatta , I have soaked up the rays and become nicely tanned.
Its back to work now and normal routine , on holiday I puchased 2 lovely skirts in Tweedheads that fit me perfectly and look great but unfortunatly I still cant get interested in proceeding with wearing them and doing photo's.

Some of you may remember that this flat feeling has hung over me since May when I fulfilled a major photographic desire to be a schoolgirl at the school sign.

I am not thinking of quitting , I have a fair amount of clothing that I want to photograph but I still cant seem to throw this drained feeling.

Hi Merinda,

Welcome back. I understand this wasn't a typical away and come back you were considering other things about dressing.

I think you're coping well and it's good to see you.

Beauty

Welcome back, Merinda. I can understand why you'd be puzzled at a lack of interest in something that you have worked so hard for in the past--another identity that fits for you. I trust that you'll find answers.

Merinda

Thanks for the support

At the moment I'm suffering "post holiday disorder", I am discontented with my everyday routine and feel the need to detatch myself from it , from past experience this lasts about 3-6 weeks .

I have also suffered "post holiday depression " in the past , this is a more severe effect .

My physical self has returned from holiday but my spirit is still on holiday , once I get myself occupied with a good project the time will seem to go fast and I will return to normal state of mind .

I haven't done a Merinda session since July so I"m now due , I have a lot of un-worn clothing so I have plenty to choose from.

Merinda,
We are glad that you have returned. Over here we have a saying about you have to go back to work so you can get some rest and recovery from your vacation.
Glad you are back with us!
Virginia

Hi again Merinda,

With each post, you sound like you're coming back more and more. It's so great to see you. I missed you!

Beauty

Welcome back Merinda, I hope Coolangatta was cool!

back Merinda,
Yes I remember those post holiday blues, but now I'm on permanent holiday . Carol Ann

Merinda Widget wrote:I am not thinking of quitting , I have a fair amount of clothing that I want to photograph but I still cant seem to throw this drained feeling.

Hi Merinda, sounds a little like your desire to move past your schoolgirl outfits to something more mature and your continued love for your schoolgirl clothes are in conflict.

All I can suggest is to go with your instinct and not over-think your next dressing and photo session. Feel it-do it.

DonnaT wrote:
Hi Merinda, sounds a little like your desire to move past your schoolgirl outfits to something more mature and your continued love for your schoolgirl clothes are in conflict.

Hi Donna ,

No not at all , it was just that living out a long term fantasy put me on such a high level that I feel that any future venture would not be at the same level.

I felt like I had reached the top of the hill and I cant go higher

I put some clothes on last night and I'm getting myself back in order , I'm going to a photo outing in a few weeks.

The schoolwear will remain in limited service until mid/end 2007.
The immature casualwear will be used in private photosessions .
A more mature Merinda will present herself at Celestes social get-togethers.