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Hi ladies

When you come to that point in your life where you have to be yourself and let the chips fall where they may it is never easy but life is not easy.
Acceptence is out of your hands. That is up to the people who you tell in your life. The balls in their court.

I told everyone in my life two years ago and it's Ok. Some never speak to me anymore and my wife,Mini, chose to live elsewhere though we are are still officially married and I understand that.

I have a favorite song by James Ingram that says it better than I could ever say. It's perfect and James Ingram has a great voice and this is a killer song for me. Maybe you'll understand. Hugs ladies.

There's no easy way to break somebodys heart

I held her close to me
Cause I know she breaks so easily

And then I told her
But I knew no matter how I tried to console her

She'd do the best she could
But there are times the best is no damn good
And no matter how you try
To be kind
There's always still a part of you
You leave behind
When it falls apart

There's no easy way to break somebodys heart

I lied
And told her she'd be fine
Though we both knew it was just a line

I had to do it
Cause I'd say anything that would help me through it

Then she reached out for my hand
And her simple touch was more than I could stand
And I had to turn away
Cause I knew all the pain she was feeling
I was feeling too

Cause when it falls apart
There's no easy way to break somebodys heart

She'd could've gotten angry
And made me feel like a guilty child
But I realized that never was her style
I wanted her to hurt me
And not treat me like a friend

I wanted to say there would be someday
I'd be crawling on my knees
To ask her back again
But she acted like a lady till the end
Oh what a lady

I thought that she'd breakdown
But she smiled at me and never made a sound
And I guess she understood
In her way
Cause her silence told me everything she could not say

When it falls apart
There's just no easy way
No there's just no easy way

There's no easy way to break somebodys heart.

Give this song a listen ladies. It will make you're mascara run. Who wants racoon eyes. Hugs


Love
Jeannie

Hi Jeannie,
You are an amazing person.I admire your strength and energy.I hope everything continues to work out for you.

Hi Jeannie--
That's quite a song by James Ingram. Don't think I've ever heard it, and thanks for posting it. You don't go into details, but perhaps a great many chips have been falling all around you lately. If so, my thoughts are with you. You and I are in our mid-50s, and while it might not be any easier to live as you want to, it becomes more necessary! That need gives me the extra boost that it takes to actually do it.

Still, it's an act of faith in yourself to take on a new presentation. When I opened Pandora's box, (which was labeled "ANITA"), I had to open the box without knowing exactly was inside. Only then did I find that there were powers included in the package that I had not reckoned on.

I hope you're doing well, and that you have a fun Labor day planned.

Hi Ladies
That song is a great one but you have to hear him sing it. As for me I'm fine. No brain no pain. All the stuff going on in my life is just work and more work from all the people around me and the six family I own next door I call Jeannie's Adult Day Care center and mental ward.

We all have stuff going on in our lives. You Anita have been dealing with a serious medical issues and I hope you're doing well. That's a real problem to me Hon. Not the minor things going on in my life.

My problems are just small bumps in the road..If I ever start to moan about things I always think of Lisa,Elayne and little Molly and kick myself in the butt. Shame on me for complaining about my life.

Many of you here have really serious things to deal with in your lives. A trashed apartment that can be redone is very low on the list of horrible things that can happen in someones life. It's basically a non event.

I did however save some items that were left by the tenants in my Dads house and the two apratments next door. I found a guitar pick stuck to a dirty mattress with what Im not sure but it's for you Anita. I also saved a pair of boxers left behind a toilet with skidmarks and only one person came to mind. Sweet Virginia. They're soaking in hydrochoric axcid as I speak and I'll overnight them Hon.

As for DeeDee I have two pertrified turkey legs left in the oven at my Dads from last Thanksgiving I believe. If any of you are thinking of buying a mattress hold on. I took a total of 5 nasty mattresses out of the three disaster areas. If anyone wants one just let me know. Free shipping if you order in the next 15 minutes. Just call I 800 IMABOZO or if busy I 800 A--HOLE. I'll also throw in a pair of crunchy sheets and a gray,stiff gym sock that I found next to bed. I don't want to know whats on that! Have a nice night girls.

On good thing is my Dads house sold. The bad news is my Daughter Katie and Kevin bought it. The Real Estate agent is Mini's cousin and told Katie it comes with free lifetime maintenance with your personal Handygirl. ME! Now I have Mini The Warden,my sister Christine The Assistant Warden and now Katie The Deputy Warden all calling me up with more things to do. I'm consider myself lucky to be working. I would classify myself as basically unemployable. I would never hire me. If I ever have to work for someone else and they take a gander at little Jeannie's MySpace pictures and profile I'm dead woman walkin'! I might lose what little reputation I have left. The belly button picture ended my run for the white house in 2008. I understand that I didn't show my face so it was removed. Tha's fine. I was flattered though. Usually I'm asked on MySpace to cover my face with a brown paper bag from Price Chopper.

Everytime I grocery shop when I get to the register they automacticallly say"Definately paper!" How sweet. I love compliments. Mini always kept one next to the bed in case she was feeling romantic.

Love
Jeannie