Just deal with it?

[Kyra]

I wish I was....normal. What point is there to any of this kind of life that give no good but to me.

Hope, it's important to indulge oneself, even if occasionally. I believe that a healthy life includes being generous to those you love, but also to satisfy yourself as well. There are to many stressers in life to deny yourself a small measure of happiness.

Hugs,
Kyra

[Stephanie H]

Hope:
Lean on the your spouse who provides support and acceptance and all will work out properly for you. It will be her assistance that will give you the direction and assistance that you need. It is something that both of you need to respolve together.