For a change, I'm not going to on and on but I did have one thing to say. When I lost my wife to cancer, I was of course devastated by her death but the fear of being alone also hit very hard. The two things hit hard enough that I cam close to calling on my friend, Glock, for relief. I realized, though, that was a stupid move and one she would have been very critcal of. Once that was over, I started looking at life and realized I wasn't really bad off. I got involved with others in the local Elks club. I found getting with others softened the blow of being here alone. I looked for female compnaionship but, as you, I was concerned about finding one who would accept me. In addition to that, I was over a hundred pounds over weight so who would want me? I have actually found that I have trouble with women who do want me. Of course, they don't know all about me and might changed their minds if they did but my point is that it isn't that hard to find others if you want to. In all honesty, I have found that I don't mind being alone and I just would like to find others who share my feelings as friends. That is hard here.
Ok, I ran my mouth. I guess it's just part of me. Elizabeth, keep smiling and look to the positive. That is easier said than done but, in the long run, it is worth it. Remember, we love you here.
Hugs,
Josey