When I was 16, my close GG cousin who am still very close to(she doesn't know about my CDing today) who was 16 also and we decided to play dress up.She ask how I felt about getting dressed in girl's clothes and since it was just the 2 of us, I said sure why not. I dressed in her panties,shorts and tops,make up and dresses and I felt very comfortable with myself. I dressed femme about 10 times that summer but then I decided to stop because this was 1981 at the time and being in High School and if word would've got out that I dressed in girl's clothes, I would've been teased,called gay(which I'm not,100% straight) and outcasted. As I got older,althrough my 20's & 30's I never CDed even though the desire was still there. I met my wife in 1989 and married in 1992. Fast forward to this past January 2008, my wife and I decided to just spice things up and decided to just put on women's clothes. Since I'm 6' 3" and my wife is only 4' 7" there was no way I was going to fit into her clothes. So we went on online and ordered a wig,panties, a dress and so on. When in arrived, I put it on for her and that feeling of being comfortable came right back to me. Well that was it,my inner female is out. I then told my wife about the summer of 1981 dressing with my cousin and how I felt comfortable with it and so on. My wife asked how come I never dressed after that and I just said I surpressed it because of how society is and plus I wasn't sure if she would like it or not. I then reassured her that I'm 100% straight,have no desire to have a gender change and how much I love her and she said she was ok with it. In fact she gave me my femme name and has shopped with me to pick out a wardrobe. I now have my own panties,2 sport bras,short shorts,dresses,blouses,tanks,camis,skirts,leggings and a women's winter coat.I also have 5 wigs and my own make up. I dress every chance I get. I've been out just driving at night femme,joined a forum and met other CDers and one of then invite to a CD group which now I'm a proud member and as soon my wife gets some time, I'm going to go to my very first CD party dressed femme to the nines. I do have to be discreet because I know alot of people in my area plus alot of people in the Philly area in general and I wouldn't want it to get back to my family or certain people because I'm getting too old for the BS. I'm still 100% guy and love being and doing all the guy stuff,but its great to explore my femme side which I always knew I had in me plus I like cooking,soap operas romantic comedies and some chick flicks.Plus my wife says I look great as a woman. She said I have great legs which alot of GG's would kill for.That made me feel so good.Anyway thats my story.
Felicity
