I think it began at age twelve

Marjory · Post by **Marjory** » Sun May 11, 2008 3:13 pm

I put on a pair of my sister's flats. I was hooked! I think I must have done some dressing prior to that I sort of remember walking around in my mothers heels and my sister's ballet shoes. From twelve to beyond it evolved to everything: dresses and skirts by high school. I think things are somewhat better for younger xdressers now or it seems that way. anyone else feel that way.

Marjory

Connie · Post by **Connie** » Sun May 11, 2008 6:12 pm

Yes, Marjory, I think the younger folk do have an advantage over us older crossdressers, even if it is only the fact that, with the Internet and forums like this and personal websites, they can easily find that they are not the only one that crossdresses.

Connie
btw, when young I wanted to wear my mom's heels soooo bad!

Frances Jewell · Post by **Frances Jewell** » Mon May 12, 2008 3:44 am

I agree with both of you, I think that we have somewhat more accepting and with the internet support and interaction is easier to find.

Fran

Carol Ann · Post by **Carol Ann** » Tue May 13, 2008 4:08 pm

well I agree, I just wish their was an internet when I was 13. Lucky me my mother just loved me all the more. My in the late 50's you were a fag if someone found out and your life was hell from then on.

JoAnnDallas · Post by **JoAnnDallas** » Wed May 14, 2008 8:17 am

When I was 10-12, I liked to put on my sister's satin panites and bra's. Then mother bought her her first complete Easter Outfit including 3" strappy heels. One Saturday before Easter, I had about 4 hrs alone, so I went in, put on a pair of her Pink panties, her garter belt, Pink bra, stockings, Pink slip, her new Pink Easter outfit, and her new 3" strappies. For the first time I was complety dressed as a girl. I then put on some of her Pink lipstick, then put her Easter hat and gloves on. For about the next 3 hrs, I walked around the house, stood in front of the mirror, sat in a chair and repeatly crossed my legs. I beleived I felt and looked like a beautiful young girl. I think it was then that I realized that I was hooked on wearing fem clothing.

Lydia · Post by **Lydia** » Wed May 14, 2008 9:10 am

Back in the 70's, I first discovered the wonders of the internet and searched for information on my CD desires. My first contact was with shemale porn sites, and I was scared silly. Am I one of those? Is that my fate? Feelings of guilt and shame were stronger than ever before. It wasn't until a few years ago that I found that I was not alone, but by then I had already made peace with myself. It would have been so much easier today - especially with this site. You youngsters are fortunate.

Hugs,

Lydia

Lori A · Post by **Lori A** » Wed May 14, 2008 11:02 am

At first, after the Powder Puff outing, I didn't have a second thought about it. After I joined the service and traveled out of the Bible Belt and found pron other then Play Boy and Hustler, which even those outlets were rare where I lived, I found Pent House, Letters, Variations, and pron novels that gave me exposure to men wearing panties and cross dressing that really got me turned on to the thought of doing it again. Then when I first got on the internet, I surfed for Lingerie Lovers and Pantie Art, (LLAPA) as I have always had a fetish for sneaking a peak at a pair of panties on a woman given the slightest opportunity, and having seen adds for their tapes in some of the mags I had read. That site it turned out had hundreds of stories of men wearing panties and lingerie which just fanned the flames of desire to cross dress even more. And this isn't the first CD site that I found or became a member of, and as a matte of fact, my wife found it and signed me up for it initially as she has a couple more. Had I had the internet way back when I may have discovered the joys of CD'ing sooner