when it started (a good thing)

[Kris-Alyx]

for me at least it was when i was in college the first time, i'd decided to buy a pair of pantsu (panties just to see how they felt, & of course my first reaction was OH GODDESS, i loved them, of course i had not really thought about crossdressing untill a few months ago when i'd began to just download tons of dresses images ( yep that's right dresses) for 4chan & other image boards & i'd missed it, so that damned germ of an idea began to spread like a damned virus, that i would crossdress for halloween, but i really have an alterior motive I REALLY WANT to get some feme clothes of my own, but here's the thing i believe this in my heart that i'm am turning into a girl, ok here's the rest of the story i'd been using suave body wash for the last 2 years or so, & i think i'm developing breasts (yes that's right), & hips & that absolutly scares the crap out of me, but here's the thing i really look pretty feme to start with my hair i've been growing it out scence last fall i've got log bangs that cover my ears & it;'s almost down to 1/3'rd down my neck & i've been also growing my nails out. also this weekend i'll start getting the clothes it's goona take a while anyway, so does anyone have any advice as to where to shop without getting stares.

- - While we appreciate your attempts to copy Faulkner and Joyce, the Forum does not condone colorful language and I've deleted the same.

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[DonnaT]

First, if you want to be a writer, you should really consistently practise separating thoughts with proper punctuation, sentences and paragraphs.

Second, Suave body wash is great, but it's not going to cause your body to change. What will is a chemical/hormonal change. I've seen a couple of stories recently where people have claimed this is happening to them. If you want to know for sure, a few blood tests may be the answer.

Example: http://qlp.e-p.net.au/news/champion-sur ... -2249.html

Or, it's possible that you are intersexed. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intersex

Or it may be wishful thinking

Regardless, it's good that you seem to be enjoying the changes.

[Jillian]

First, if you want to be a writer, you should really consistently practise separating thoughts with proper punctuation, sentences and paragraphs.

This.

On the other hand, stream of consciousness worked for Faulkner and Joyce.

Gotta know the rules before you can break 'em, imo.

[Azurielle]

My crossdressing really made sense once I saw a thread about it on a *chan board. It just kind of ''fit''.

Anyhow, welcome aboard the ladyboat.