A few questions/thoughts in my self acceptance journey.

Rik · Post by **Rik** » Tue Jan 19, 2010 2:06 am

After been here for about a week now,in chat,and reading more about dressing on the web I have a few thoughts.

When I first joined the forum I was going to use my real name, after reading a little i saw they were all femme names, so i decided to pick one that might be fun, but i just dont see myself as 'Analise' just Rik who likes to dress...

I currently have no desire to speak or act femme, although I would consider trying to walk when I have shoes because I can imagine it making me feel very sexy indeed.

I dont see myself as a girl atall, and still wish to act like my usual quick witted and somewhat sarcastic self.

I am totaly open to humor about my cd'ing. The one person I told loves to make whitty comments, and were both ableto laugh about it.

I fantasise alot about dressing, and my other submissive desires. And have come to realise that I imagine maids outfits, frilly sissy style clothes ect. alot more than 'regular' femme clothes.

I think I am one of the more younger members here and inexperienced on this subject.

So these are my thoughts after my 1st week of calling myself a Corssresser to me and a friend. I realise they are somewhat different to alot of other people thoughts, and hope I did not offend.

Feel free to discuss or ask me any questions.

Absaroka · Post by **Absaroka** » Tue Jan 19, 2010 8:33 am

I'm a lot like you Analise. For me crossdressing is an expression of my masculinity in a rather odd way.

Zari

DanteCarrie (FTM) · Post by **DanteCarrie (FTM)** » Tue Jan 19, 2010 1:18 pm

very cool mate. I get what you are saying. the name thing yeah thats why i have dante and carrie as my name here.

I'm still me and never going to be a boy. a part of me would love it and find it hot to be a guy but a part of me is ok with being female and I know its a big part f who i am but crossdressing feels really fun

Leeza · Post by **Leeza** » Wed Jan 20, 2010 10:22 pm

Analise, I don't know that your thoughts are that much different than mine were when I was in my 20's and 30's. Probably the biggest difference was the age at which I started as I was 12 or 13.

As you said most of us are older. As I have gotten older my needs and desires have changed. When I was young the need to dress was for short peroids. Now it is different. The need is almost full time.

Leeza

Martina · Post by **Martina** » Sun Jan 24, 2010 8:50 am

When I was a younger crossdresser I dressed mostly in frilly clothes. I especially loved to wear ruffled bum panties which were worn by women and girls when I was a child and also got involved in a submissive relationship involving spanking which I wrote about here before. As I get older I still love to dress frilly but also have developed a more realistic style of dressing. Sometimes I like to think that somewhere there is a GG dressed up exactly the same as me right now. Our crossdressing develops with us. I am sure all crossdressers could look back and trace their development in dressing and sometimes feel amused at how they used to dress.