latanya's place

[Latanya]

thanks simon but in reality they are right and will have to do it eventually i if still want to continue!

[Anna]

Final word...hope you got all the nail polish and makeup off in time...

[Latanya]

no the nail polish is staying on its pale pink so unless u really look u cant tell

[Latanya]

so like i said i will be spending the afternoon evening in drag cant wait
but disappointing cause i went out to get a pair of girly short and could exactly what i wanted(something i can wear even when not in drag) had every size but mine hate when that happens!
so back to what i was wearing yesterday but with a different top
well facebook latanya has a guy admire! he keep on messaging me and poking me till i caved in. i am not gay but like the attraction and validation a guy can give. just stringing him a long as a girl can do

[LisaK]

"just stringing him a long as a girl can do "

[Latanya]

like taking candy from a baby
oh its good to be viewed as a desirable women
just got to keep my legs crossed

[Anna]

You may be playing with fire. Hope you don't get burned hun. (But I bet its great fun!!!)

[Latanya]

it is fun but will put an end real soon by blocking him he's from india just toying with him!
and i am very good at the right buttons

[Latanya]

so got just back from shopping with my mom. trying to be the good daughter
she is so opinionated and so set in her ways!!!! if i get like that hope someone please shoots me. but first hope they give me time to get into a skirt. after all do it tight or dont do it
showed her stuff she can buy (Needs a lo sodium diet) and to everything she responded must be new stuff never saw that before. well that means then that half the supermarket must be new stuff
anyway wiggled down the aisles with her. surprised she hasnt notice my long nails(long for him) and that they are pale pink and shinny, and the lip gloss.
i kind of like the new role as daughter

[Anna]

You're such a good girl taking Mom shopping! Bet you really enjoyed it though!

[Latanya]

wish i had a pocket book but overall had a good outing as long as i kept latanya on my mind

[Anna]

Any funny looks or nasty comments from the plebs?

[Latanya]

nope in and out no comment but like i said i am tall so drwa attention away
so shaved legs went unnoticed bra and padding went unnoticed
and the nail polish although very very pail so thatis easy

[Latanya]

met with my therapist yesterday
3 weeks is too long to wait so i am back to every two weeks
talked to her about my little emotional break down 10 days over and she agreed with most of u gals tht i am being to hard of myself
i disagreed telling her u have to start somewhere in order to start to move forward and if it is reflecting on me than thats ok. i dont mean to create this situation s although i am taking blame its not all my conscious fault

she recommended joining a support group to start to interact with people in person. i dont think i am ready for that yet.
told her i am happy doing it on the forum an u gals have been there ofr me and suportive.
in terms of what i described as the superficial latanya stuff he said is still very important to latanya(and his) development so i should continue. it was good airing out and got a bit teary eye
told her i was continuing the meds cause i like what has been happening so she recommended some clinics to check out
will do!
had fun wearing womans shorts, hot pink polo, lots of mascara, and lip gloss yesterday. like i said i can get away with a lot cause of my stature! thats it for now

[Anna]

Sounds like it was a productive session, hun. Did you feel that it was? (Now I sound like an analyst!)