my beginning to lead to Myranda

[Myranda]

My earliest memory of cross dressing when when i was 6-7, i would steal my sisters clothes and put them. this was easy considering we shared a same room. I think back then i would wear them because i am the middle, forgotten, child and she was the youngest (who gets all the attention) so i thought if i looked like her i'd get noticed. Dont get me wrong my parents rocked but when youre in the middle you sometimes feel left out. older brother blazes the trail, younger sister is the baby, and then there is the middle kid. anyway... thats the first memory.

many years later i'd say 14, I would steal my best friends moms bras and thongs and wear them at my house with the door locked and when i felt bolder i'd lock the door, inflate two balloons and sleep with boobs. this soon escalated to water balloons. almost got busted a few times but never did. then i just stopped doing it.

It wasnt till i was 21 till i tried again, my (now ex) girlfriend was away on a family trip and i had our apartment all to myself. well i got bored and decided to snoop through all her things that brought back fond memories. I tried on her bras (DD's) and her corsets and pants. she had an apple body so the bras were only slightly tight and she had skinnier legs so i fit in them great. I almost took it the next level with make up but i got to nervous and stopped.

that brings us to January 2015. I honestly think winter boredom is what caused it, which im fine with haha, but i started back up. my now girlfriends yoga pants were the firsts things i tried and then i soon tried some other things, most of which didn't fit because i've been lifting recently so ive grown and she is quite tiny. so her 36 b bra is not even close to a fit. So i made my way to Lane Bryant and got two 42E high impact sports bras, 2 36in ballons (the ones that inflate to 36ins aka way bigger and thicker than normal birthday balloons) and tried it out. it was amazing, my boobs were clearly far to large for my body but it felt epic and her boot cut skinny jeans were awesome. later i bought more stuff...

and now we are to here, I have a medium impact sports bra 40D, a halloween black wig :/, a two tight bikini bottoms, boot cut tight jeans, yoga pants, workout shoes, High heels, make up, non prescription glasses, clip on earrings, necklace, and 3 shirts. I really want hip/butt pads, a corset, eye lashes, and more realistic hair

and boom Myranda was created the (SO) doesnt know but i find it kinda of exciting because I could get busted, and i'm not sure how she'll react, kind of invigorating

[Gina L.]

Hi again Myranda,
I am glad you expanded on your original post as I am sure there are a few issues that the girls here will advise you on.

First and foremost, do not wear your G/Fs clothes without her permission, all the Girls and GGs here will tell you the same, it will really p*** her off, buy your own.

Secondly do not get caught, it is far better to bite the bullet now and discuss it with her, at least you know where you stand. Many of the girls here regret not doing that near the beginning of the relationship rather than when we were heavily involved. you might be surprised at the reaction.

If you are not prepared to have a full on chat you could try suggesting wearing something at " play" time and see the reaction.

I hope things work out for you.



Gina L.

[Myranda]

I only wore them the one time just too see and remember the feel, now I have my own stuff hence the list things I now have but I appreciate the warning haha.

I've brought it up a time or two in passing and kind of tried joking about it, and she didn't seem to thrilled at the topic so I'm going to work my way in really slow like. I doubt I'll get busted, I hid my treasures quite well but yes I'd rather her know before she catches me lol. I'll get there soon enough.

[Requal Jo]

Being honest is the best way forward Myranda. And, yes, slow and steady wins the race. There is no right time to bring the matter into the open, The longer one waits the harder it becomes.

If you believe it may be hard for your SO to accept, may I suggest that you have some positive articles about crossdressing at hand for your SO to read to support your coming out to them.

[Martina Hall]

Honesty is the best policy. Better to mention your hobby to the GF and check her reaction, you may find that you are not on the same wavelength after all. OR, she will be OK with it. But you will not lead a double life undiscovered indefinitely. Everything is revealed sooner, or later. Best wishes.