Kristen shopping enfeme 1st time

Ginny · Post by **Ginny** » Mon Sep 13, 2004 3:12 am

I can't get over the image of you going out dressed in white skirt and jumper. I always stare at girls dressed all in white, so sexy, so innocently provocative, just so attention-seeking if you like.

I could never ever pass, but if I could I'm sure I would start out dressed like a mouse !

BRAVO for you.

Kristen · Post by **Kristen** » Mon Sep 13, 2004 6:32 am

Elizabeth, your enthusiaim (spelling) is bouncing off the screen, be careful it's a cheap computer. Thank you for your comments and caring thoughts, I was thinking of you and how you just go out with you kids as I was walking from the bakery to check out. Thank you for the inspiration to motivate myself to take another step. ....Love always, kisses and hugs, Kristen

Kristen · Post by **Kristen** » Mon Sep 13, 2004 6:37 am

Ginny, Sunday morning all in white with black patent leather strapped shoes. ( Dream outfit for me) I also had on a tight white lace thong and in back light you could seeeee the thong, very sexy feeling. I was pretty pumped I think I overloaded myself by wearing such a provoctive outfit. Oh well it was a kick in the panties. hugs, Kristen

Lydia · Post by **Lydia** » Mon Sep 13, 2004 6:47 am

Hi Kristen,

You sure started an active thread. Of admiration, I might add.
As for how I look to myself - frankly, like an old hag. I tried eye makeup (with a non too steady hand), and that only made me look like an old whore. However, my SO is most supportive, and has been educating me. I am one lucky CD.

To the outside world, however, I think my fear is not of being "read", but the fear of being ridiculed. I think you understand.

Thanks again to you - and all on the Forum.

Willy

Jassmine(SO) · Post by **Jassmine(SO)** » Mon Sep 13, 2004 9:09 am

Howdy Kristen

*Hugs & Love*

Kristen · Post by **Kristen** » Mon Sep 13, 2004 5:56 pm

Willy, I look like an old whore make up or not. but from what I hear whore"s have a lot of fun. If I want to see an old hag I just look in the mirror. I am to the point that I don't care if I pass or not, i just want to have fun trying. You can always use a little less, I started out using make up and caked it on pretty thick to try and hide the old beard, I have found that if a use a moisturizer before i shave it cuts down the beard a lot better, I also shave evevy direction and feel every direction until i feel nothing. if you use a moisturizer it will also cut down alot on razor burn. I am no expert but I do keep trying a lo tof differernt things.. Virginia is a believer in using hair conditioner on your face when you shave. I have tried that and works about the same as a moisturizer does. Hope you have fun improving your look and get out there some day. I am just begining and it feels so good......kristen

Lydia · Post by **Lydia** » Mon Sep 13, 2004 6:13 pm

Kristen,

My beard has always been sparse, and I am generally not very hairy. However, here is where age does come in handy -- my beard is becoming grey (really white), and takes very little to cover it. So just wait a while, and all problems are solved.

Ogden Nash once wrote a poem about the energy that is wasted in growing hair.

Love,
Willy

Lorna · Post by **Lorna** » Mon Sep 13, 2004 6:14 pm

Congrats, Kristen!

Kristen · Post by **Kristen** » Wed Sep 15, 2004 7:09 am

Eliabeth, Thank you so much, I am trying so hard to be more like you free and fancy and uninhibited.
I went to the gas station today and did not fill up because I would like to do this again real soon. I also went to Burger Kng and got a cup of coffee . I was called Ma'mm again by the person taking the money and the person at the 2nd window giving me the coffee. Broke a nail tying to get my money out , oh well part of being a woman. HEHE HEHE . kristen

Beauty · Post by **Beauty** » Wed Sep 15, 2004 7:25 am

YAY Kristen!!!!

You are totally doing this thing right little missy!

Beauty

Sandi · Post by **Sandi** » Wed Sep 15, 2004 7:44 am

way to go Kristen.I haven't done that yet, but sure do want to.

Sandi

Kristen · Post by **Kristen** » Wed Sep 15, 2004 9:03 am

Beauty,
Thanks for your encouragement, Little Missy???!! I like it, but I'm a little old for missy. But I still really like it. Thanks, It's been a real fun time,my confidence is growing like it as never done, male mode too.

Sandi, When I first came to this place Iwould read about girls doing this, never thought I would , but here I am going out like it was a girl, and loving every minute. Just getting in and out of the car is fun. I know you can do this, iI am not a looker or anything but I am having a blast doing this kind of thing, even here in Greeley(cow town USA). I started out just going to the trash , then going to the car for a drive. Then Burger King a few times. One step, then push to another, I would like to go to a club but iI would prefer a parnter of some sort, cd'r of GG. Time will tell. Try it, you''l like it, and you won't die.
Keep smilin, Keep dressin, Keep postin..........................Kristen

Elizabeth · Post by **Elizabeth** » Wed Sep 15, 2004 8:02 pm

Hi Kristen,

Kristen Wrote:

When I first came to this place Iwould read about girls doing this, never thought I would , but here I am going out like it was a girl, and loving every minute. Just getting in and out of the car is fun. I know you can do this, iI am not a looker or anything but I am having a blast doing this kind of thing

I can totally relate to this. I would hear Lorna, Stef, Cami, Virginia, and others talking about going out dressed "en femme" and it just seemed so impossible to me. But Kersten told me how she went out with just nail polish on her fingers and toes, and just womens' shoes. I figure I could do that. I would be seen as gay or perhaps a little eccentric, but who cares. And then I wore a blouse with it, then another time pants, then makeup.

So what was so impossible just a month or so ago, is my life now. I have not been in boy clothes for a while. My youngest son came up to me the other morning after I had just finished showering, and asked me what was wrong with my eyes? Well? Nothing, I did not have my eye makeup on yet and looked wierd to him. He later told me that he really liked my eye makeup on me.

Funny how things turn out. I know that just as I was inspired by others, not to dress, but to accept who I am, that you will also inspire others to be who they are. The love is spreading.

Love always,
Elizabeth

Kristen · Post by **Kristen** » Wed Sep 15, 2004 8:15 pm

elizabeth, We are all helping each other it's so great to have all of you here. I don't know what it would be like not to have you girls here everday. this is the best thing for me right now, i miss my daughter alot but, i need to have some time alone and she certainly needs time with her friends when your 13 that 's what is important. i think it is great that your son is so accepting of you , this is a really good.
And speaking of Stef, where is she? Also have not seen Brianna from Denver posting for a least a month, I hope they are okay and still plan on coming back at some point. Thank again Elizabeth you have been my mentor for taking all thse outings. You are truly a girl to look up to. i salute you.

Diane · Post by **Diane** » Thu Sep 16, 2004 1:56 am

Well done, Kirsten.

I'm sure you must be thrilled and I'm so pleased for you.